My french tutor

Dix-huit

I watched my black screen tv without no more energy to watch any series which is unusual for me. After Nate threatened me, I ran back to my house and Nelson gave back the box that Nate offered me, more like forcing me to put that expensive stuff on my body.

I glared at the box beside me, screaming glitter and stuff, I scoffed angrily and bites my lips in frustration.

"I hate him so much." I grumbled.

Even though I'm saying it, I actually don't mean it, I feel something is going on between us, maybe lust or hate. It confused me so much that I'm having mixed feelings right now. About Melvin, him...I lost my interest on him and it would be better if we are still old good friend, I don't know if he's really in South Africa but it kinda hurt me when he didn't say anything to me.

"Ahh f**k it!" I said and get up from my couch to take a shower.

I still don't know if I should go with him, a part of me is saying to go with him, the insane one, and the other one is saying to stay home the sane one.

I still got one week so I still have time to think, I'm going to take this time to think and make a decision.

I'm still an adult so I want to spend my adult life in a fun way.

ONE WEEK LATER.

"So you made up your mind?" Julia asked as soon as she walked in my bed, getting herself comfy on my bed.

I told her everything when she came back home, her time in New York was the best week for her, she had fun and met all other famous models. While mine was frustrating and annoying.

"I don't know, what do you think?" I asked her, she always gives the best advice.

"Honestly girl, I don't know but you get to meet Carter and Kyle who are damn hot and sexy." She winked at me and I cringed in disgust.

"How can a psychopath be hot and sexy?"

"Girl, that's the truth, psychopaths are always hot and sexy like Joe Goldberg from You." She said making me nod in appreciation, don't get me wrong but he's hot.

"That's fictional, the actor is hot not the characters." I said making her realize the statement.

"What about Damon Salvatore from Vampire Diaries?" She said pointing a finger toward me.

"Eww girl, he's not sexy, he looks like a forty-year-old man." Julia gasped and hold her heart as if I hurt her.

"How dare you?"

"That's my opinion, not yours." I said slapping her chest lightly and go over to the bathroom to take my straightener.

"So you actually going?" She asked, sounding surprised.

"Yeah... besides I'm an adult I have the right to have fun." I said flipping my hair behind my shoulder.

She smirked and hold her brush and makeup palette.

"You better not let me looking like those cakey full of makeup girls." 

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"Et voilà." She said adding final touch on my face.

"Woah...I-I." I stuttered.

"I know you look like a different person." She said grabbing my chin and make me look at myself in front of the mirror.

"Thank you." I said in a British way like Aimee from s*x Education. (I love the way how she says thank you lol)

"You're welcome." She said in a British accent and we laughed at our miserable British accent.

"I would love to joke on my failing accent but unfortunately Nelson texted me that he's here." Julia said as she styled my hair, it was straight and soft brown hair. My glasses were out and my eyes lids have dark and gold eyeshadow, my lips are in matte purple and red. I didn't put on the dress only makeup because the flight is going to take a day and I'm going to be uncomfortable sitting on my dress for hours.

"Since when you guys are texting?" I said as she looked anywhere else except me.

"I forgot. Anyway let's go downstairs, Nathaniel is waiting for you." She said grabbing my arm and dragged me downstairs as I hold my things and suitcase firmly.

We went downstairs, I put on my shoes and stumbled as I walked, I missed a step making fall forward until someone catches me with his strong arms. He pulled me close and helped me stand up, I blushed and picked a hair behind my ear.

"You look...no words can describe how beautiful you look." He smiled sheepishly as he scratched his neck nervously. I can believe I saw a new side of him, actually him being nice to girls!

"Thanks, I can say the same to you." I said giving back the compliment, he was wearing a back blazer with white shirt half-buttoned and no tie, he looked absolutely handsome and it turned me on how he looked.

"Baby I was born like this." He showed off his usual arrogant smirk, my smile fell replaced by an annoyed face.

"Whatever let's just go." I said dragging his arm.

"Have fun love birds!" I heard Julia sing behind me, I rolled my eyes as Nate kept his smirk on his face.

AT THE AIRPORT.

This is huge and screamed rich.

My dumb brain thought that we were going to a normal plane with economic seats.

Boy, you don't know how wrong I was.

Nate pulled my hand into his, as I followed him, he entered into a private door and went on walking in a dark tunnel, he opened the door and get inside with me following him like a sad puppy, we were met by two flight attendants, pushing their blouse up so that we can see their breast as Nate passed.

"Blackwell." He said curtly and the other girl smirked and waved at him seductively.

"Let me show you the way, sir." She said in a flirty voice, I have the urge to scoff.

"Of course." He replied with a smile as I followed him.

She didn't even notice me or maybe pretended to not notice me.

Bitch I'm right here.

"Here we are, have a nice flight sir." She said touching his arm softly, I cleared my throat to catch their attention, Nate turned toward me and put a kiss on my cheek, I am flushed. The woman widened her eyes in shock and but then smiled after.

"Thank you, shall we go Mrs Blackwell?" He asked me, emphasizing the surname.

I hummed in approval with a fake smile and followed him, he gets into his private plane, as I walked inside of the plane I ran my fingers on the soft seat with marble. It was beautiful.

"Make yourself at home." He said lazily as he takes off his jacket and rolls up his sleeves.

"Aren't you going to be uncomfortable with this outfit on?" I asked nervously.

"Nah I'm used to it baby." He smirked and slouched on the seat with a glass of champagne beside him. He was 21 so I guess for him it's legal.

I sat next to him and watch him gulped down the champagne. He caught me staring, I coughed and looked away from him.

He grabbed my chin and made me look at him, his piercing hazel eyes that make me turned on.

What is wrong with me? At first, I hated this man and now I find myself turned on because of him.

"Do you want to taste it?" He mumbled as he caressed my hot rosy cheek.

"W-what are you talking about?" I stuttered, he was a magnificent man for everyone, I have no idea how I ended up with him.

"Alcohol." He whispered as he touched softly my lower lip.

"I'm not legal." I tried to say it louder but my voice came out as a soft whisper.

He chuckled playfully and rubbed my lips, no sounds are coming from my mouth except heavy sigh.

He turned his head toward the table and bring the champagne to his mouth, he put it down and leaned in close to me.

He smirked as our lips are close, enough to touch, he rubbed his lips again mine and without warning, he smashed his lips against mine.

As we kissed he bites my lower lips for an opening, I let him and he opened his mouth full of champagne, letting me taste the alcohol in his mouth. It was euphoric and delicious, the light buzz on my throat makes me want more.

He pulled out of his mouth with mine and trailed my jaw with his soft lips, going down on my neck.

"Your mouth tastes sweet, thanks for the sugar." He whispered against my neck and continued his playful kisses on my skin.

I don't know what I did.

I-I h-have...no words.