Forget Me Not

Crush

River spent the rest of the day searching for the blue eyes blonde hair, but the other seemed to have vanished. River was disappointed after not finding him.

He rode home with Jasper and Ava, but the ride home was quiet, as river was silently blaming himself for letting the blue eyes guy slipped off his finger.

"f**k!!" He muttered as he laid on his bed, home alone, he wondered where everyone was, but he didn't care much, as he needed a very quiet environment.

He laid on the bed fully clothed, he thought over and over again about his day at school, then he reached for his bag, which lay on the bed beside him, he brought out the paper written by the anonymous individual.

He caress the writing with his hands softly, trying hard and his best to remember the past, but all he got was a hard headache.

He never got to see the blue eye's face fully, cause he left in a fury after realizing it's river. River had seen some photos of cloud on his phone, and also short videos included, he had little memories from the past but it wasn't enough.

His feet hurt immediately and he had no choice but to take off his shoes, then he reached for his phone again, this time, he didn't check the gallery or whatsoever, instead he checked his contact lists hoping to find cloud's contact, it would surely be there.

Past River seemed to be an introverted person as he didn't had much contact, it wasn't up to 15 so it was easier for river to scan through them.

He searched through the 14 contacts, but almost all had a romantic ❤️ attached to it, he was about giving up, when his eyes met the last contact.

It was saved with " My Cloud forever 💗 " river felt his heart ran a marathon. He was wondering if he should tap it or not, he really needed to talk to him.

He unconsciously tapped the message, and he panicked and shivered when it rang continuously.

And just then, the call was answered.

"Hello?" He heard a deep voice say, the voice was familiar, then it dawned on him, the memory he had at the hospital, a deep voice, calling cloud in his head, it was cloud's voice.

"Hello??" The voice said again, and river felt his butterflies in his belly.

He didn't know why he felt excited hearing the voice of Cloud, over excitement just couldn't make him speak.

"Are you okay??, Did cat bit your tongue??" He heard cloud's voice boomed over the speakers.

"H-hi?" River stuttered.

"River??" Cloud panicked over the phone and hanged up even before river could respond.

"Hello??, Hello??" River screamed as he kept the phone.

He felt hot tears running down his cheeks, why does cloud always run away or avoid him, was he a plague, did he do something to him in the past, did he cheated?? River asked himself numerous questions with no answer.

He slowly got off the bed, and walked towards the bathroom with almost invisible steps.

Getting to the bathroom, he stripped immediately and got under the running shower as thought filled his head.

I

f cloud keep on ignoring him, he would have no choice than to do what he did again, even if it cost his life.

After bathing, he put on a sweatshirt and pants, he grabbed a crunchster but he couldn't lost his appetite immediately, so he kept it, and made his way out of the house, and just then his phone buzzed, a message from Eliza.

He sighed as he unlocked the phone.

Big sis💗

Umm sorry Iver 4 not being home, I had to crash at my boyfie's house, take care, Mom prepared some brownies for you, don't know if u have seen it yet, see ya and have fun :)

River replied with a sticker and kept the phone in his pocket, he didn't bother to go for the brownies since he didn't have any appetite.

He strolled down the road to Ava's. On getting there, he knocked once on the door, and it was opened immediately.

Standing just beside the door was Ava wearing an oversized black T-shirt with invisible shorts underneath and a cute smile on her face.

River bit his lips as she looked hot, as he dare not think of her as that cause she belongs to someone or would soon be.

"Heyy" she winked at River

Instead he looked past her staring through the open door into the house.

"What are you searching for?? She asked looking behind herself.

"If a naked Jasper's in there" river responded with a smirk.

"Heyy you motherfucker!!! She screamed, opened the door widely and she spanked his arm. River chuckled as he walked into the house, with Ava was behind him.

"What do you mean, I was just doing my homework" Ava said as they sat on a long couch.

"At least i know of something going on down there" River smirked on.

"What's going on down there??" Ava feigned innocence.

"I see how you look at him, though i may not know much about love or relationship, but that's definitely love" River took up a book.

"Is it that obvious??" She asked shyly.

"Kinda, I think you should talk to him about it" River suggested.

"I know, but i don't wanna ruin our friendship, what if he doesn't love me the same way i do?, And by the way Anastasia is way more prettier than me he would definitely go for her" Ava sadly said

"Who's Anastasia??" River asked with furrowed brows

"Oh i forgot you lost your memories, she's a hot chick at school, rumors had it that she and Jasper had ***** and i never bothered to ask Jasper for confirmations, cause i don't wanna be heartbroken" she fidgeted.

River felt for her, but he promised himself to make them come together, and that's a mission for him. But for now, he needed to change the discussion cause Ava looked sad already and he hated himself for bringing it up.

"So umm, can i ask you some questions?? River asked.

"Shoot" she replied playing with the Hem of her shirt.

"Did i cheat on Cloud, i mean, did we break up cause i cheated or something?"

"Rivy you never cheated on him, and he just showed up saying he wanted to break up, the reason he broke up was never revealed"

River sighed in relief.

"Okay umm, another question, was our relationship a romantic or platonic one??"

"It was a romantic one, but you both were a very cute pair, though perverts" she said and river blushed hearing cute and perverts.

"Was he my first??" River asked again.

"Yeah, you were the shy type at first, but he brought you out of your lonely corner"

"You know umm, today, I took a step forward by calling cloud on the phone, he picked up but hang up on me after finding out it was me, my heart still flusters just by hearing his voice, I guess I still love him though i don't remember our past, i wish he would just stop running and face me for a heart to heart discussion" River cried out.

Ava tried to calm down her heartbroken friend, but instead she let him cried his pains away.🥺