Chapter Thirty-Three When the Chips Are Down A true man of character knows his limitations – but doesn’t accept them. –Unknown DAY 6—6:06PM Grand Hyatt Tampa Bay ELENA Jazz music is good music to drink to. That’s what I’ve learned in my forty-uhhh… I check the clock on my Hyatt nightstand. … four hours of isolation. I take another sip of my vodka—a subconscious/not-so-subconscious allusion to Mr. Super-c**k, and I replay the song on my hotel stereo, a sweet but sultry melody named A Mid-Summer Night’s Dream that momentarily chases away my nightmares—replacing them with alcohol-fueled, musically-inclined delusions of grandeur. I pretend to play the trumpet in the chorus; I drum my fingers as if playing on piano keys. My hair is partly wet, my Hyatt robe is half-on, and I swing

