chapter 19: The end
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Remember when I told you guys we came back
well...... we did actually came back but it became chaotic
how!!!
cause he was still dating the other girl.
He was basically dating the two of us at the same time, I was aware but she wasn't so it made me look like a second option in the relationship mind you the relationship is A year and ten months so we kept having arguments
present Day.
"why can't you choose between the two of us just tell me so I can know where I stand" I said
"Because I can't" he said
"Why can't you" I said
"Cause I love the both of you " He said
"You can't love two people at the same f*****g time you have to make a decision" I said
"Please don't make me " He said
"For real? I should not make you choose well I am sorry you have to choose, Now choose the relationship between me and her? Make a decision!" I said
"Are you sure you want me to make a decision" He said
"Yes" I said
Then he kept quiet and looked at me
"So you actually choose her " I said
"Yes" he said
He looked me in the eye and told me yes I was so shocked
"wow, I can't believe it so you actually chose her over me after everything" I told him and he looked at me and didn't say anything
"But we can be friends but with boundaries this time" He said
"Oh okay no problem we will be friends"
I said but deep down I was so sad I felt bad it's as if he knows what he wants but he just kept me around it also felt like he wasted my time for one year and I was so sad
"Okay we will be friends" I said again
then he left my house
And I started crying that's how I realised that he never loved me. He loves the attention that I gave him. He loves the other girl more than he loves me but he doesn't want to admit it . That was when I realised that I was never chosen and I was the second choice and second option all along, That was when I knew that I was being fooled all along, I was the only one in love but he wasn't with me. Well thank God he came into my life for it won't happen again.
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