Naked Inner Thoughts

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Time

Some days are good

Some days are bad

Some days are lonely

and so rare to be happy.

You're near.

Yet so far

How far will you go?

Still, I'll wait for you.

I can beat the odds just to be with you.

But you didn't hold me tight, instead you let go.

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Hopeless

When you love hard, then break.

You can't get up fast enough for what he took.

I'm here writing again in my diary,

To keep me sane,

Not to wander my mind about him.

I grieved and almost lost my mind

But I still can't get over the fact that my heart can't be fixed anymore.

Because I love you so much.

I gave everything to you,

But you broke my heart in return.

Broke me until I couldn't stand again,

But I can't allow you to do that.

I hope that, at the end of the road, you will be mine.

But we both grow up into a better person.

I'll try to be okay, but it's still hard.

I love you so much.

Can we be together?

Like how we beat the odds?

I hope I will be better,

Because I'm tired of trying to be okay just to be with you for a little longer.

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Suffer

You pour salt on my unhealed scars,

It's unbearable

Then slowly getting petrified

My heart is heavy, and it's getting more lonely.

Know that I'll be waiting,

Even if it's painful

Because I love you

Since the beginning.

I'm half a heart without you.

Because you are the only one that I'm true to.

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Confuse Heart

To My Love,

Why is there still a connection?

A bond that keeps us.

I may know your plan,

But I don't know what your heart truly wants.

~