I was stunned and couldn't move but I couldn't resist him. Maybe like others they push the man who kisses them without permission but different from me, I can't push him, and I don't want those events to stop either. I just closed my eyes and waited for what he would do next. Maybe he also felt that I had no resistance, so he continued kissing me, holding my face with his two hands before deepening those kisses which I accepted wholeheartedly. Yes, I liked it. It's a good thing he got that VIP room because otherwise? I don't know, maybe tomorrow we'll be in the media with the headlines 'children of business tycoon Victor Ross spotted kissing!' my mind seems to be spinning at those times. I feel joy and happiness because I confirmed that we have the same feelings for each other. I'm not good at kissing because it was actually my first time, I just do as he did. I'm embarrassed because I'm not an expert in kissing, but at least when I went along with his kisses, I made him feel that I like what's happening and that we have the same heart. After a few more minutes in that position our lips parted before he spoke again.
"I am so sorry Sophie. I can't control my feelings anymore. I love you so much." After I heard those words, our lips met again and my tears started to fall, tears of joy and happiness because Lenard finally noticed my feelings for him. I couldn't answer but I hope that every response I make to his kisses is an answer for him that I don't have the slightest doubt about my feelings for him.
"Let's go home to my condo, we'll continue talking there." That's what he said after our lips separated. I just nodded to him in agreement. I don't know what we'll talk about in his condo but I'm excited for whatever it is!
When we arrived, I was surprised, I didn't know that Lenard owned property there. He parked the car directly and helped me out of the car before we took the elevator up to the 27th floor. We didn't say anything during the time.
When the elevator stopped, we got out and I just followed him into a unit. He quickly locked the door before turning to me.
"Do you want to drink?" I nodded as the table was quickly set by him before I was asked to sit down but because I was very hot at that time, I excused myself to use the bathroom. He didn't answer and just nodded. I quickly opened one of the closets there and found a bathrobe. For sure that is his, but I didn't care anymore. I will use it because it’s the only one I found there.
When I was done at the bathroom, he was still there sitting at the table drinking. He simply looked at me, maybe he was shy too, but I smiled at him before approaching where he was sitting. I didn't have any clothes on because I didn't expect us to check in at his condo unit, I wasn't wearing any panties as well!
“I have unused briefs there if you want to wear one.” He offered, but I felt embarrassed. I could feel that I blushed. “Never mind, I just put my clothes in the dryer.” I answered. After that, he smiled at me and began to talk.
“I do not know how to explain things to you, Sophie. Sorry for dragging you here.”
“You have nothing to be sorry for. It is my decision to come here with you, so do not feel so responsible about anything. I am an adult already, remember that.”
“Come on, drink up. Or do you want to eat something? I will order online if you are hungry.”
“No, we just finished eating.”
He didn't answer me, he stood up holding his glass before slowly approaching where I was sitting. He grabbed my shoulder with one hand before rubbing it gently. "Do you really have feelings for me Sophie?" He asked if I was annoyed, is he serious?
"Are you serious about that question, Lenard? Do you think that I agreed to kiss you earlier and followed you here if I don't love you? Or maybe you think that I'm just a baby not sure that what I feel is puppy love for you? Do you want me to tell you a story and count how long I've had feelings for you? I can even count the hardships I had to go through to hide it. Do you remember the times you introduced me to your girlfriends, you were even proud kissing them in front of me?
Do you think they are not torture to my heart? Lenard, I have suffered a lot for you to question me how sure I am of my feelings for you. It's easy for me to flirt with anyone if I want to but what can I do if I can't force myself because every time, I think of trying a relationship with someone else, you're in my mind?!"
He didn’t talk instead pulled me towards where the bed was. He kissed me again on the lips while his hands became passionate. He lifted the hem of my bathrobe, and his hand began to travel up my thighs. I was a little embarrassed because I wasn't wearing panties, and if he untied the bathrobe, I would be completely naked in front of him. I followed his every kiss even though I didn't know how, I felt so hot, and I seemed to be shivering. Every time he caresses my thighs, I feel butterflies in my stomach. "Oh!" He said before his lips moved down my neck down to my little mountains. "Lenard." That's all I said at that time, I didn't want him to stop what he was doing.
He went up again and our eyes met again. His bright eyes looked at me, like me, he seemed to be very longing. Our lips met again and this time he pulled the string of my bathrobe. He got up a little from running to me and his eyes seemed to enjoy watching my whole body more. "s**t!" He said before quickly placing his tongue to one of my n*****s which made me freeze. I felt like I was delirious with the intensity of the emotions I felt at that time. My mouth was full of grunts as I savored his every move, excited and unable to wait for what would happen next.
After he finished what he was doing, he held one of my hands and made me feel his manhood. I didn't realize that he was already wearing boxer shorts. While my hand was there, he quickly removed his shirt, and his muscular body was exposed to me. I used to see that every time he works out, but it's different when you hold him by your hand, and you can kiss them freely.
Because I don't know what to do with his manhood, I chose to run my fingers on his muscles. The hardness of those added even more to my feelings!
I’m not stupid because I watched love scenes on the internet, and I listen to my friends' stories, so I know that first-time hurts. I was nervous when I remembered that, so I whispered to him.
"Lenard this will be my first time so please be gentle with me." When I said that, he seemed stunned. I don't know if it was because he didn't expect it to be my first time, but it's insulting if he thinks that I'm too experienced in these kinds of things. Even though I wanted to debate with him, I chose to remain silent because I want to finish what we are doing and discover what the secret of this activity is. Before he resumed what he was doing he whispered to me. "Promise I will be gentle." Every word he said was enough to give me assurance that my first time wouldn't be a horror.
His kisses and every gentle stroke made me comfortable. Comfortable that this experience will be very worth remembering for. “I love you, Sophie.” Those are the words I heard from her before he finally split my thighs. I froze for a while. Not that I am scared, but because I felt like this will be final. I am surrendering my purity to the man that I loved the most. I closed my eyes and waited for what would happen next, but I heard him speak again. “Look at my eyes, Sophie.” I did. I didn't know but it felt like every word that he was saying was enough to make me feel at ease.
Then, gently, he started moving. “Ugh!” I screamed. That was really a hell of a pain. Every woman who told me that the first time would be very painful is correct. They are right.
I held his back tightly.