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I didn’t get off. Well, I mean, I kind of did. It’s just that the moment I shut the cameras off, and my phone too for that matter, part of the thrill was gone. Without Dzhan watching, lurking in the shadows, hunting me, it felt mechanic. Pure physical need and nothing more. After I was done, I didn’t feel as satisfied as I expected when I started messing around with Dzhan. I was still triumphant about the way I did beat him at his game but without actually seeing him gloating at my teasing, it just didn’t hold the same appeal.
And half an hour later as I lay in bed, the thick quilt thrown over my naked body, I contemplate all my life choices and then some more. When I lift my hand toward the camera, my fingers are still buzzing with residual magic. It’s been so long since I’ve done s
