Del
S*hit. S*hit. S*hit.
I can’t sleep. Not with Dzhan sprawled next to me in his narrow bed, even when he’s left me more than enough space not to feel uncomfortable or be forced to let him hug me, spoon me, whatever, so that we could both fit on the mattress. He’s been all gentlemanly ever since he promised he wouldn’t touch me and he hasn’t. Which is… okay, I guess. That’s what I wanted. That’s the right thing to do. With his friend going through a transformation neither of us can’t stop and all we can do is wait for things to just, well, happen, and with doom looming all over us because the second someone finds out what happened here tonight, and they will when they smell what Coda’s becoming, I don’t know if I will be able to protect Dzhan and his secret anymore. Not without more mag
