31"I almost poisoned myself just now." Judd's voice is a trembling whisper in the bathroom stall. "I came this close." He pinches his left thumb and forefinger so close together, they almost touch.
I can feel the stress in his tense and shivering body. I know his breakdown is for real. "Deep breaths, dude. Try to relax."
"I feel like I'm starting to lose it. All the craziness is finally getting to me." He sucks in a breath that's way too deep and shaky and blows it right back out again. "Maybe I have gone crazy. Maybe I've been nuts since this whole thing started."
"You're no more nuts than I am," I tell him.
"Says the blue-striped pinky finger." Judd laughs nervously...giggles almost. "And then there's the other finger that tried to kill me just now! And don't forget my m
