38Can you imagine the coolest kid in school, master of mojo, captain of the state champion boys' basketball team, spending the rest of his life in a gray, unending limbo, talking to some old dude and eating nothing but mushrooms? Me neither.
But if there's one thing that's stayed constant during our fudged-up trip through crazyland, it's this: things change. Just because something was unthinkable a few days ago doesn't mean it isn't possible now.
Or probable.
But that doesn't mean I have to like it. "You're actually considering this?"
"We don't know what'll happen if we leave," says Judd. "Maybe we'll go to an even worse reality than the ones we've been to. Or maybe we'll go back to the one we just left, in which case we'll be dead on arrival."
"Or maybe we'll finally get home,"
