Ava
I'm so f*****g stupid.
Blood pounds in my ears as my encounter with Faina just moments ago replays over and over in my mind like an endless loop.
Tonight I was determined to avoid my husband. Stay away. That was the plan. But apparently plans mean nothing when I let my emotions get in the way.
Seeing him with Faina had awakened something inside me. It's one thing to know that they both shared something in the past but it's another to see them so close together.
Jealousy claws at my chest, sharp and unrelenting like a knife, twisting until I can't breathe. I hate this. I hate that I care when I know I shouldn't.
Throughout the ceremony, I pretended not to notice his heavy gaze watching me. It didn't matter how hard I tried to avoid him; I could always feel him watching me, and fo
