I love you. Forever.

Chapter 20: Autumn Lilies

Becs’ POV

I can’t believe this is my real life. Each passing moment with Ben becomes more magical. He makes everything better. I could’ve danced with him for eternity. I swear our minds are connected as well. He took my breath away when he asked me to sing “All of Me.” That is the song that was on my heart the moment I met him. Funny how the mind works. We walked back to his car so he could go home and pack a weekend bag. He opened the passenger door and helped me in before getting in himself. Always the gentleman. “Hey Becs, come here.” He said patting the middle seat. I raised my brow at him. “What, I miss you already.” He said with his best smile. I playfully roll my eyes and sigh to tease him a bit. “Don’t roll your eyes at me baby doll. Remember the last time you did that.” He said sternly trying not to crack a smile. “No funny business Wilder.” I said as I slid over next to him. “No promises, gorgeous.” He smirked before planting a sloppy wet kiss on my cheek. “Don’t wipe that off now or else.” He said proud of himself. “Or else what?” I tested. “Like before, I’ll do it again.” He said childishly. Time to one up him. I huff back and pretended to pout making him laugh. He rested his hand on my mid thigh drawing circles over my exposed skin. He pulled out of the lot and focused on the road just as I turned my head towards him and licked his handsome face from his jaw to above his cheek. His automatic reaction was to wipe it off since I caught him off guard but I caught his hand. “Did you just lick me?” He said surprised. “I did. You better not wipe that off Benny or else.” I threaten. Two can play at that game. “Or else what?” He challenged. “You’ll do it again?” He smirked. “Nope, I’ll punish you another way.” I said nonchalant. “Hmmm, don’t threaten  me with a good time.” He smirked. “Who says its gonna be  good time? And I don’t threat.” I corrected. He looked at me with a raised brow for a moment before looking back at the road. “Baby doll, you can’t do anything to me or with me and it not be a good time.” He said while I feel his hand travels up my leg and under my dress. “I’m warning you Wilder.” I said looking at him. “Or what?” He grinned devilishly running his fingers over my panties. It took everything I had not to whimper at his touch. f**k, he turns me on way too easily. “You know two can play at that game mister.” I retorted placing my hand over his crotch. “Do you really want to walk inside your home and show off your b***r in front of your parents?” I said starting to unbuckle his belt. “I would rather not, but then again…” he trailed off making a sudden left turn down a back road that leads to a abandoned work site. He pulls off and parks the car. “What are you doing Benjamin?” I shrieked. “Being a horney teenage boy. You know I can’t keep my hands off of you Becs.” He grinned. “Come here, I just want to kiss you.” He said sweetly. He pulled me onto his lap and started playfully kissing my face all over as his left arm wrapped around my back and his right resting across my thighs. “My silly boy.” I say giggling from his ticklish kisses. “My beautiful girl.” He says with his classic smile. We share one long passionate kiss. It started getting intense until I reluctantly pulled away. “We have to go Benny. You have your game tonight. And then you will have me to yourself all weekend.” I whispered resting my head on his forehead as he pouted, making him look boyish and cute. “But Becs, I want you right now too.” He groaned. “Tell you what my handsome boy, lets get your clothes, win your game and then we can cuddle by a fire in my backyard. You can hold me all night long. But you have to win.” I commanded gently before pecking his lips and sliding off his lap. He sighs, “Oh alright. Deal.” He said grumpily before breaking into his smile and tapping my nose sweetly.

Ben’s POV

It took everything in me not to take her in my car. She’s my addiction and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Becs is sweet and soft and oh so beautiful. I reluctantly let her slide off my lap so we can stop by my house. I should get to the field somewhat early to get my head focused. “Where are you going missy?” I asked as she kept sliding over to the passenger seat. “Huh uh. You stay here.” I demanded tapping the seat right next to me. “So needy.” She sighed as she slid back beside me. I rested my right hand on her lap as she placed her hand on top of mine. “Only for you babe.” I smiled.

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We made it to my house. My dad stole Becs as soon as we walked in the door giving her a huge hug. He led her right to the living room so both mom and dad can spend time with her. “Geez, dad. Hello to you too.” I say jokingly shaking my head. “Oh, hi son.” Dad waved me off leading my baby doll away. “Well, at least I know where I stand.” I chuckle to myself. I have noticed that all of us have been happier with Rebecca in our lives. No matter what she faces personally, she always seem to make other’s lives brighter.

Becs POV

“Hi Mrs. Wilder. How are you.” I asked after Mr. Wilder whisked me away into their living room. Mr. Wilder completely blew off Ben. Gonna have to tease him about being their favorite. “Hi, my girl. You look pretty in that dress. I am doing well. How are you doing today?” Mrs. Wilder asked. “Thank you. I’m doing well. Ran into my dad’s old boss earlier. It was nice seeing him again.” I said cheerfully. “Oh that’s so wonderful. Everything quiet at home?” Mrs. Wilder asked with concern. “Yes, everyone went on a weekend getaway. Ben said he would stay with me this weekend. I hope that’s okay. That house gets lonely sometimes and Tim wants me there to keep an eye on things.” Becs admitted. “Of course, I  prefer that you’re not alone.” Mr. Wilder interjected resting his hand on my shoulder. “Rebecca, you are our family now too. You will never be alone whether Ben stays with you or if you stay here.” Mr. Wilder said lovingly. He gently took my chin in his fingers and lifted my face towards in a fatherly way. “I am so glad you healed quickly. We’ve been so worried.” He added. “Thank you.” I whispered as I embraced Ben’s dad. I had no words. This family is just so loving and kind. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head. “Ben’s mom and I love you Rebecca. We see you as our daughter. I know I could never replace your dad and I hope you don’t feel like that’s what I’m trying to do, but if there is anything you need please come to me. You are a special gift from God, Rebecca. It’s important that you know that. I now see why my son has always ignored girls and kept to himself all these years. He was waiting for you.” His words made my heart leap out of my chest bursting with joy. “Yes sweetie, we love you dearly. We’d like to make up everything that you’ve been missing.” Mrs. Wilder stood up and joined our hug. Words were still evading me. All I could do was nod and soak in their warm hugs. We all finally parted and Mr. Wilder asked me to step into his home office. He had a question to ask him privately. “Now that I have said what I’ve been wanting to say, I have another request for you Rebecca. Our annual fundraiser ball is coming up in Los Angeles in a few months. This year we are having a small Father/Daughter dance off competition. I would be honored if you would be my dance partner. I understand if…”I cut him off. “Yes, Mr. Wilder. I would love too.” I cheered causing him to chuckle. “Marvelous Rebecca. I am so happy you agreed. Its ball room dancing. Is that an issue?” He asked. “Oh no, I am familiar with most types of dance. Plus I am a quick learner.” I chirped happily. “Wonderful, but I would like to keep this between us. It will be a surprise for everyone. I will call you later and we can setup times for us to practice. Sound good?” He asked. “Sounds perfect, I am so excited. Thank you Mr. Wilder. I am so thankful you are in my life.” I smiled brightly hugging him again. “As am I, sweet girl.” He smiled.

We walked out of his office finding Ben sitting with his mom on the couch with is damn brow raised. Its not right how that simple facial expression turns me on. “What were you two talking about?” Ben asked being nosey. “None of your concern, son.” Mr. Wilder deadpanned  sitting next to his questioning wife. Both Ben and his mom looked at me waiting for my to spill the beans. I just shrugged and smiled innocently. Ben leaned in and whispered in my ear. “Don’t worry baby doll, I’ll get it out of you one way or another.” He whispered before nipping my ear lobe. This boy is playing with fire. “Well I gotta go. Here Becs, you can wear this if you get cold during the game. Mom also has a throw blanket packed.” Ben said handing me his hoodie and kissing my cheek. “You will come with mom and dad so you don’t have to wait alone before the game. I’ll see you at there. I love you Becs.” He added messing my hair. “Sounds good, Benny. I love you too.” I chuckled trying to smooth it out again.  

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Our team blew the rival right out of the water. Ben was unstoppable. Reach major play and touchdown he made he tapped his heart and pointed right at me. He always knows exactly where I am no matter where we sit each week. The boy has eagle eyes that’s for sure. His fan club continues to grow but he never pays any attention to anyone else except me. No one dares to say anything or even look my way anymore knowing how protective Benny is of me. I do get the occasional anonymous nasty note in my locker but I keep those to myself and just toss them out.

His parents and I briefly meet him right after the game before they drop me off at home. Ben still had his post game huddle before he could leave. I think I will make him a late night meal we can eat by the fire out back.

I change into sweats because I am freezing. His hoodie and blanket helped but I’m just so cold natured. I made chicken alfredo and cut up fresh fruit for him. I know he is always starving after a game. He carb loads before and after every time. I set up the fire pit and moved the comfy lounge chairs around the fire.

“Hey baby doll, I’m home.” Ben calls out from the foyer. “In the kitchen, handsome.” I yell back. I am just putting the noodles in the water to cook when I feel his arms wrap around my waist from behind. “Smells good in here. Mind if I shower before we eat.” He asked. “No, go for it. It will be ready by the time your done.” I turned my head to look up at him. He stole a kiss and headed upstairs with his weekend bag. I had everything setup around the fire pit and was trying to light the fire when Ben came out hearing me cuss. “Damn it, just work.” I said getting frustrated before growling like a rabid dog. I hear a chuckle behind me. “Can I help?” Ben asks still laughing at me. “Please, I’ve been trying to start this fire for 5  minutes now.” I huffed plopping down on the lounge chair. And of course he lights it his first try. “Show off.” I pout making him laugh some more. “I’m a guy, Becs. Lighting fires comes with the whole manly man thing.” He smirked as he pulled me out of the chair and into his arms. “Its hard to believe that when you smell like very berry blast body wash Wilder.” I teased. He sighed and nuzzled my neck. “I forgot my soap and had to use yours.” He clarified. “But I’m still manly.” He said huskily before breaking into a laugh. I kissed him thoroughly to let him know I that agree completely before I pulled away. “Let’s eat before the food gets cold.” I shivered. Ben felt that and pulled my down into his lap and held me close to him so I could steal his warmth. “Just cuddle close to me Becs. I’ll take care of the food.” He said softly before kissing my temple. He used his free hand to grab the fork and twirled the noodles before bringing it to my mouth. He took turns giving each of us a bite until the plates were emptied. “You’re such a good cook my love.” He whispered into my ear before exploring my neck with his lips. “Thank you Benny.” I lightly moan out as he teases my sweet spot. His hands start to wonder my stomach and side under my shirt. He always craves skin to skin contact. I feel him smirk against my skin. “Tell me what you and dad were talking about.” He whispered huskily. My turn to smirk “Can you keep a secret, Ben?” I asked innocently. “I can.” He replied smoothly teasing my ear. “Good. So can I.” I said trying to hold back a giggle. He hummed against my neck. “That’s how you want to do this? I’ll play.” He said seductively. This boy will be the end of me. His hands wondered over my braless breasts and froze for a moment. “Naughty girl, baby doll.” He whispered huskily as he playfully squeezed my boobs. His words and actions made me moan, especially after feeling his hardness under me. He sucked my sweet spot leaving his mark on my body. “Tell me.” He whispered as he continued his sweet torture. His work on my neck was becoming more intense as he continued to kneed my breasts. “No can do babe.” I moaned out. I felt another smirk against my neck. He removed his left hand from my boob and caressed my stomach until his fingers got to my waistline. “Can I, Becs?” He asked before proceeding. Always the gentleman. I nodded needing his touch. His hand slipped inside my sweatpants and panties inching closer to my womanhood. He caressed the skin right above my core. Teasing and nothing more. “Tell me Becs and I’ll give you what you need.” He again whispered huskily. “Not gonna happen buddy.” I let out trying to pull myself together. He stopped attacking my neck and looked at me with his brow raised. My turn. Without hesitation I cupped his cheek with my hand and attacked his lips. I tugged at his lower lip roughly. He granted access immediately letting me explore his mouth. His fingers finally rubbing against my c**t and teasing my entrance. I gasped allowing him to take over the kiss as I become debilitated under his touch. He briefly stopped kissing me. “Tell me if I’m hurting you sweetheart.” He whispered into my lips. All I could do was nod and press my lips against his once more. With that, he pushed his finger in me, gently thrusting it in and out for a few minutes. “More Ben.” I moan into his lips. He pulled away from this kiss and gazed directly into my eyes as he added a second finger inside of me. “So tight, baby.” He said softly searching my eyes for any discomfort. He kept thrusting in and out of me gently and slowly. “I don’t want to hurt you.” He whispered before initiated another kiss telling him he wasn’t. My walls clenched around his fingers telling him I was close. “There you go baby. Give into me.” He whispered huskily into my ear as he nipped and pulled my ear lobe. My body weakened against his body as my orgasm took over. “So good, Benny.” I moan out. I felt his right arm tighten around me as his fingers continue to stroke me helping me ride out my high. He gently pulled out and licked his fingers clean before holding me tight as I gain my composure. After a few minutes I move from his lap and place myself in between his legs. “My turn baby boy.” I said before kissing his lips. He nodded his head. “Thank God. It hurts.” He moaned out as he lifted his hips for me to slide his joggers down just enough to free his hard on. I wrap my hand around his c**k and stroke lightly before I go down on him. I tease his tip with my tongue before taking him into my mouth. I glide my lips and tongue up and down his shaft as far as I could while I stroke his base and gently massage his ball with my free hand. I feel his hands run through my hair and lightly tug guiding me up and down his c**k. “Baby doll.” He moaned out. “I’m so close.” I look up to see his head fall back. I start to hum and deepen my strokes. It wasn’t long before his orgasm took over and released himself in my mouth. I took everything he had offer as I helped him through. I gingerly  tucked is member back into his pants. He lifted his hips again for me to pull his pants up. I sat back on his lap sideways as he embraced me. I kissed his flushed cheek and snuggled into his chest. “I am so thankful your mine, Benny.” I whisper sleepily. “Stay with me forever.” I feel his embrace tighten and a kiss on my head. “Always baby doll because I am thankful you are all mine too. I could hold you forever.” He said softly. “My precious gem.”

Ben’s POV

This is heaven. She cuddled into me as I held her is the best feeling ever. It didn’t take long for her to fall asleep. I watched the fire thinking about how perfectly she fits with me. Every curve and every edge. Her sweet scent captivating me as I breathe her in. She has no idea just how much control she has over me. I’m hopeless and I don’t mind at all. I drifted off to sleep as my thoughts continue to be filled with her. I woke up to Becs snuggling harder against me for warmth. I must have been out for a hour or two because the fire died down. I stood up slowly with her in my arms making sure not to wake her and make our way to her bedroom. Thankfully the comforter was still pulled back so I could tuck her in. I caressed her face for a moment before heading back downstairs to clean up and put the fire out completely. I noticed a family portrait on the little table in the hallway. All have forced smiles except Lily, who has no clue what truly goes on. Its sad. How could anyone ever leave my girl behind. I mean, I rather her not be around Tim at all but I don’t get his attitude towards her. I will never understand how anyone can mistreat her. The next picture over is of Becs and Matt swinging on a swing set. This must have been taken around the time she started talking again. She looks so little and innocent. Her smile is pretty but still you can see brokenness behind it. The pictures that decorate the living room tell me a complete different story than the pictures Becs keeps in her room. Its like looking at two very different people. The pictures in her room are genuine. She is relaxed, happy and smiling so bright. I can tell Mr. Sampson was the center of his daughter’s world and vice versa. As much as my heart hurts for her not having him, my heart is equally happy because she gives me that same smile she gave her dad. She is my world.

I get done cleaning up and quietly sit on the edge of the bed watching my girl sleep for a few minutes. I lean over her to cup her pretty face with my hand. I gently caress her cheek with my thumb; getting lost in her beauty. She is a mixture of pure strength and determination and yet ever so delicate like a flower. She is fury and she is peace. She is fire and she is ice. She is a stormy day and she is sunshine. I have no idea how she is all these things but she is. I pull off my shirt and slip into bed next to my precious gem. I lay on my side and pull her into my chest so our bodies are completely flush with each other. I feel her drape her arm around me as she snuggles into my chest. This is my favorite way of sleeping.

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I woke up to Becs struggling to get out of grasp. Apparently I had a death grip on her. We both woke up to our bodies entangled together. Her moving like this is waking up my buddy down there. “Becs I’m going to have to take you right now if you keep that up.” I say with my raspy morning voice and eyes still closed. She felt my buddy poke her and I heard her whimper. “Can I at least use the bathroom first?” She sighed. I reluctantly let her go and sit up in bed. Damn, this girl gets me so hard. She comes back out and goes to leave the room. “Where do you think you’re going?” I ask standing up. The full tent in my sweats easily to see. “Just getting some water, handsome. I’ll be all yours when I come back.” She winked. “You better be because I am going to devour you baby doll.” I call out walking into the bathroom to brush my teeth. I hear a audible moan coming from the hall making me chuckle.

I step out of the bathroom to find her sitting completely naked on the bed. “f**k. You are gorgeous.” I breathed out huskily. “Strip.” She purred as she backed up further on the bed. If she wanted a show, I wasn’t giving her one. I had my joggers torn off instantly. I kneeled on the bed in front of her. She got on her knees as well to meet my eyes. “Such a fox. Are you ready for me baby? Because I am definitely ready for you.” I said huskily pointing done to my buddy. She smirked at me “check for yourself babe.” I slid my fingers across her core to feel her wetness. “So wet for me my love.” I breathed before I captured her lips with my own. We made out for a few minutes before I sat on the bed bringing her with me and guiding her over my c**k. I helped her slide down my member slowly as I growled at the connection. “s**t. You feel so good.” I whispered into her lips as her pants fanned over my face. “Ben.” She moaned seductively as she wrapped her legs around my waist. We held onto to each other as she started moving up and down my length. (Lotus position for intimacy). The movements were slow and sensual along with our kisses. I start to rock my hips into hers keeping her void full of me leaving out a grunt as she moans. I nuzzle her neck as her head falls back giving me complete access. I mark her before making my way to her boobs playing with her n*****s with my mouth. “Hell baby, your skin is so sweet.” I moan needing more of her. Our lips met again never wanting to part. We took our sweet time. The gentle thrusts slowly building up tension. The skin to skin contact intensifying our connection. “Ben, I’m so close. Please.” She pleaded. I captured her lips again and swallowed her moans as we both thrusted faster. Her walls clench around me causing my c**k to throb and quiver. “f**k, baby doll. Think my c**k got even bigger.” All she could do was nod as I stretched her out. But I don’t want to come yet. I need more of her. Her orgasm over takes her so I lay her down keeping out connection as I continue to thrust in to her. As her body calms, I pull out harder than ever. I leave a trail of kisses down her body before I place my face between her legs.

Becs’ POV

After he suddenly pulled out of me, I felt completely empty. I barely got over my high before I find him attacking my core with his tongue. His hands holding my sides tightly. I swear my body hasn’t stopped trembling. “f**k, Benny.” I call out arching my back off the bed as he slid 2 fingers into me. His tongue still exploring everything that it can. I entangle my fingers through his messy hair as he drives me to the edge. He did say he wanted to devour me. s**t this is getting to be too much. “Like that Ben, Please don’t stop.” I cry out right before I give him everything I had to offer. He wiped his lips with the back of his hand sitting up before placing my legs on his broad shoulders and pushing his length back into me with a low growl that turns me on instantly. “Becs, f**k it. You have no idea what you do to me.” He groaned thrusting into me. “Think I have a idea Benny.” I moan out smiling up at him. He leans down, pushing my legs back into me and captures my lips as he continues thrusting in and out of me. “I love you so damn much.” He said huskily into my lips. “I love you Ben.” I moan out as I caress his face with my hands. His thrusting became faster. He is so close. I feel him quiver inside of me as my walls clamp around him. I close me eyes feeling every inch of him. “Open your eye baby doll. Look at me. We are so close baby.” He grunted. I continued to caress his face and we gave into each others eyes as we both go over the edge calling out the other’s name. He slowly pulls out of me so my legs can relax. He lays beside me and pulls me on top of him. We hold each other as our breathing calms. My hair lay scattered across his chest and shoulders as he runs his fingers through playing with the curls. “So beautiful.” He whispers. “And all mine.” He added making me smile as I drift off the sleep.

Ben’s POV

My girl fell asleep as I played with her hair. I didn’t have the heart to move her, not that I wanted to anyways, so I just laid still with her on top of me listening to her breathing and feeling her heartbeat against my chest. It’s the best feeling in the world. I pull the blanket over us and kiss the top of her head. I breathe in her scent and allow myself to drift off to sleep dreaming out this sweet little red head in my arms.

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“Benny, wake up handsome.” Becs purred before kissing my lips. “Shhh, sleeping.” I said in a raspy voice holding her close to me. “Love, lets get up and eat something.” She said kissing down my jawline. “But I was having the best dream.” I said keeping my eyes closed. Just then Maya jumped up and rubbed her cute little head against mine. “See even Maya wants you awake. What were you dreaming about?” She asked still leaving sweet kisses all over my face. I rolled us over so I was on top of her. I nuzzled her neck and whispered into her ear, “It was about a gorgeous little red head who loves me. She has this magical power over me leaving me weak and hopelessly in love with her.” I continued nibbling on her neck. “Huh, I like the sound her, she seems pretty amazing.” Becs teased tracing the muscles on my back. “The best.” I confirmed raising my head and looking into her eyes before kissing her lips softly and sitting up straddling her hips. My firm member resting on her stomach. She looked up at me lovingly. “Why are you so handsome? You truly are perfect in every way, to me.” She smiled resting her hands on my thighs. I give her my classic smile. “Because you are in my life baby doll.” I leaned down and kissed her once more before standing up. We both got dressed in lounge wear and headed downstairs.

We ate leftovers and cuddled on the couch watching movies for the rest of the day occasionally stealing kisses. “Ben, can you go the cemetery with my tomorrow. I need to replace the flowers on my daddy’s grave.” She asked looking up at me. “Of course my love. I will go anytime you want me too.” I said kissing her forehead. “Thank you.” She said quietly before turning back to the tv and resting her head on my shoulder. I held her close and gently rubbed her arm with my hand that was already draped around her shoulder. We ended up having a lazy day and watched movies well in to the night. I led her up to bed since it was after 1am. Once again we slept in each other arms. Our bodies tangling together perfectly. This never gets old.

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Becs’ POV

We both got up in time to get ready for church service. Ben treated me to breakfast at the diner along the way meeting his parents there. I wore a denim knee high skirt with tights and a light red short sleeved blouse and long solid black fingerless gloves. My cuts are still healing. Though I haven’t cut for a week. I am making progress! I also had on my favorite ankle boots. Ben had on casual dockers khakis with a blue polo that showed off his physique along with casual dress shoes. We both looked at ourselves in the mirror before we left. “A fine looking couple, if I do say so myself!” Ben chimed smiling his best smile. I giggled at him and pecked his lips before we left.

Church service was wonderful as usual. Ben took me to the local floral shop that is open on Sundays and helped my pick out a pretty arrangement of autumn lilies. The flowers were a burgundy color, yellow and orange. They were perfect and beautiful. I go to pay but Ben stops me. “Allow me, my love. I need to make a good first impression.” He said softly cupping my cheek with his hand. He gave me a warm smile that touched my heart. I nodded smiling back at him teary eyed. He noticed that a tear escaped and wiped it away with his thumb before kissing my forehead. “Thank you.” I whispered trying to keep my composure. He smiled again and winked at me before pulling his wallet out. He never ceases to amaze me. Walked out hand in hand as I carried the beautiful bouquet. The drive to the cemetery was short and quiet. Ben just held my hand as he drove allowing me time to think. He always knows when I need a moment to myself to get my head right. Did I say how amazing and wonderful he is!! Ben pulled off along the side and parked. He held my hand as I led him to my daddy’s grave. I looked up him and kissed his cheek before I let go of his hand and walked up to the grave to replace the flowers and dust off leaves and grass clippings. Ben stayed back giving me a minute to myself. “I love you daddy. Forever. I miss you every day.” I said quietly to the grave. I looked back to Ben and nodded my head. He walked up and took my hand. “Daddy, I found someone who truly loves me. He takes away the hurt and pain I feel and replaces it with his love. Ben is the best man you told me to find. You would love him. I know mom does.” I said softly as a tear escaped my eye. “I wish I could’ve met you, sir. You’re daughter is as precious as they come. I promise to take care of her and love her like she deserves. I know we will live a happy life. Thank you for raising this precious gem.” Ben said as he kneeled and rested his hand on top if the grave while still holding my hand with his other one. He stood back up after a minute of paying his respects and wrapped his arm around my waist as I rested my head on his shoulder. His grave stone said: Steven Michael Sampson. Loving husband, son, and friend. Most of all, best daddy in the world. It was a double headstone. My mom wanted to be buried along side her first love when her time came. “You know, the last time I came here I was having a dark day. I hadn’t slept and I cut myself because every time I closed my eyes I had that nightmare. I came here and rested up against his grave stone and actually fell asleep for a hour. I had a wonderful dream of a past memory with him. What was amazing is that I woke up to a beautiful white dove perched on my knee. He stayed there for the longest chirping as we looked at each other. Then I smelled the sweetest scent as the bird finally flew off gracefully. All I felt was comfort and love. I knew it was him. Then the next day, I met my prince charming.” I said smiling looking up my handsome boy. Ben turned toward me and wrapped his arms around me. “That is beautiful Becs. Thank you for bringing me here.” Ben said kissing the top of my head. “I love you Ben. Forever.” “And I love you Becs. Forever.”