I love you. Forever.

Chapter 19: All of Me

After a while we both woke up. “I can’t wait to do that again, that was amazing. But it will be better next time. I hated hurting you.” He said softly looking up at me. “Benny, the moment of pain was worth it. I will cherish our first time together forever. You made it so special. I love you so much and I can’t wait to be with you again.” I whispered back. We shared a long passionate kiss before Ben lifted his body off of mine, “Come one, Becs. Lets go get cleaned up.” He took my hand and helped me out of bed. I gasped at my first step feeling the pain between my legs. He quickly picked me up and kissed my forehead before going into the bathroom. He started the shower to warm it up as I got out fresh towels. He was already in the shower when I came back with towels. I slipped in the shower. He looked so beautiful with the water cascading down his body. He pulled me into him under the shower kissing me with short and sweet kisses. “Are you hurting?” He asked concerned. “Just a little sore love. I’m doing good.” I looked up at him smiling brightly. “Your cheeks are rosy and glowing Becs.” He whispered as he

caressed my face. “That’s all you’re doing Wilder.” I said into his lips. Our kiss started slow and gentle but quickly turned to into a heated make out session under the water. Our bodies pressed tightly together as we embraced each other. I feel him becoming excited for a second time but it was too soon for me take him in again, but I wanted to give him a release. He means everything to me. I want to do this for him. I pulled my lips away from him and gaze into his eyes. They were darkened with desire. “Let me help you with this” I said softy as I slipped my hand between our bodies and stroked his length. “You don’t have to baby.” He said running his fingers thru my hair. “I want too.” I replied before I knelt down before him. I hear his breathing become heavy with anticipation. “Becs.” He moaned out. With that I gently slid my lips over his tip, teasing him with my tongue. I hear him leave out a throaty growl. I inch him into my mouth as far I could without gagging. And I start moving up and down his thick shaft with my tongue and lips exploring his manhood. I stroked his exposed shaft with my fingers that I cannot fit in my mouth. I gently play with his balls with my free hand. His moans and groans turning me on. God I love that I can make him weak with my touches. I start humming against taking him and out a little faster. His c**k twitching in my mouth. “f**k baby, s**t this feels so good.” He pants as he looks down at me meeting my eyes. He wraps his fingers in my hair and tugs guiding my pace and speed. “Rebecca, I’m so close baby doll. I can finish myself. You don’t have too….” He moans out. But I wasn’t having it. I continued working on him. Like I said before, I wanted all of him. Only him. Forever. I sent him over the edge. I feel him tremble and see his head fall back calling out to me as he comes into my mouth. I take and swallow everything he has to offer, licking my lips after I slide my mouth off of him. He takes my hands and helps me back onto my feet. “You taste so good handsome.” I whispered into his lips before he captured my lips with his. He held me close as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pulled away and pressed his forehead against mine. “That was amazing. Thank you.” He whispered. “Anything for you Ben. I love you.” I smiled brightly at him. He gave me his classic smile that lights up a room “I love you too. Now it’s my turn. I want to kiss her and make her feel better.” He said kneeling before me under the shower. I was soaked for him in an instant. I parted my legs to give him access. He rested his strong hands on my thighs as he kissed my c**t before sliding his tongue over my folds and exploring every inch of me. His tongue was magic. This was a completely different sensation. “f**k, Benny. Keep doing that.” I moaned out resting against the wall. His licked, sucked and nibbled my c**t as I felt his finger enter me slowly. “Tell me to stop if it hurts baby.” He said looking up briefly. All I could do was nod. I was sore but it felt good as he moved in and out of me. It didn’t take long for my body to tremble and be over taken with waves of pleasure. He kept working his magic with his tongue and finger until I gave him everything I had. “I love your sweetness baby.” He whispered before hugging my waist and resting his head on my stomach as I held him to me until I regained my composure. After a long minute he stood up and reached for the washcloth and soap and began bathing me. He was so tender and gentle especially around my cuts. He would lightly kiss each one. He even washed my hair. I did the same for him. Softly washing his body and stealing kisses. I stood on the balls of my feet to reach his hair as he held my hips steady and leaned his head down. No words ever spoken. It was so intimate and magical. He got out first and had my towel ready for me when I stepped out. He is such a gentleman. He wrapped the towel around me and kissed my forehead before getting his towel. My hair still dripping wet but the curls forming already.

“Becs, I love every part of you inside and out. But damn your hair is so beautiful. You were made just for me baby. You are perfect.” He whispered into my ear.

I smile at him. “Ben, I love your heart. Ever since my dad left me I’ve felt alone, even in a crowd of people. I miss him every day. But since the moment I met you, my loneliness disappeared. I was made for you because you were made for me. Your love and gentleness is healing me Benjamin Rylie Wilder. I love you. Forever.” I sobbed with happy tears. He wiped them away as I saw a tear fall down his cheek. “I love you Rebecca Everly Sampson. Forever. You make me a better man. And it makes my heart happy to know that you don’t feel alone anymore. You’re the strongest person I know Becs. I am proud of you.” He said softly as he embraced me.

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Ben’s POV

She is completely perfect in every way. Our first time was amazing. I will cherish it and keep this memory tucked away in my heart for eternity. I love our intimate moments. I never thought I would be so comfortable around another person but I am with her. I know she feels the same. We walk out of the bathroom and notice her innocent blood on her bed. She goes to change her bedding but I stop her. “Let me baby doll. Go ahead and get dressed. Can you wear that pretty dress you had on earlier?” I asked. I love that dress on her. I think it’s my favorite outfit I’ve seen her in. “Sure love.” She smiled and pecked my lips. She dropped her towel to put on underwear. “Down boy.” I say to my buddy. I heard her giggle at me. “You see what you do to me baby? Now that he’s got a taste of you, he’s addicted.” I said smiling. “I could say the same about her after she gets her rest.” She responded grinning. All of the sudden a thought flashed through my mind. “s**t, Becs. I came in you. I didn’t even think about it or about wearing protection.” I said frantically. “Its okay Ben. I’m on the pill. I take it like clockwork.” She said nonchalantly. That caught me off guard. “Ummm, why are you on the pill?” I asked with confusion. “I mean I was your first.” I added. She smiled kindly. “I take it for medical reasons. I have crazy menstrual cycles, being on the pill helps regulate them.” She explained. I nodded my head thankful for the clarification. “I’m glad I’m not a girl.” I responded with a shiver up my spine thinking about having a period. “Me too Ben, me too.” She laughed. We finished making her bed and I got dressed. “I’m taking you out this afternoon. How does a nice Italian dinner sound? I have reservations at Antonio’s Bistro.” I said while wrapping my arms around her waist after she put a sweater on. I just can’t stop touching her. “I love that restaurant, let’s go!” She chimed taking my hand and leading me out the door.

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Thank God I reserved a booth for us. The restaurant was busy. It’s a nicer place in this town. Perfect for a date with the love of  my life. As soon as we walked in, heads turned in her direction. She doesn’t know just how beautiful she truly is. She easily stands out in a crowd for all the right reasons. I pulled her closer to me as I held her tight by her waist. She looked up at me with a confused smile due to my action. “You’re mine.” I responded with a wink. She gave me a toothy smile before reaching up for a kiss and then rested her head on my shoulder as we waited to be seated. She ignored all the eyes that were on her and only paid attention to me making my heart leap out of chest knowing I am blessed enough to have your heart just like she has mine. After a few minutes we were seated. Not wanting to lose physical contact with her, I slid in right beside her and kept my arm around her tiny frame. She never said anything. She just leaned into me enjoying our closeness. We were bonded before, but after making love to each other, it reinforced our bond. She ordered Chicken Parm and I ordered lasagna. We shared each other’s food  and  fed one another cheesecake for dessert as we stole sweet kisses in-between. We joked and laugh throughout. We were in our own little world and it was everything. “Benny, I have a question for you.” She stated seriously. “Okay, shoot.” I smiled. “I washed your hair, I watched you comb your hair, and it still dries in such a disheveled way. Why?” She asked still keeping a seriously tone. I just chuckle. “I honesty don’t know. Believe me its not for the lack of trying. My hair has always been messy since I was a little kid. There’s no controlling it.” I answered honestly. She smiled brightly. “I’m glad, because I love it.” She admitted giving me a side hug and kissing my cheek. I give her my classic smile and tap her nose lightly saying “cute.” She closed her eyes at the touch and kept her warm smile. I can’t get enough of my baby doll. An elderly couple stopped by our table on their way out. The man was tall and you could tell he used to be well built in his younger years. His hair was gray and combed over neatly. The woman was small and petite with pure white hair that was done up in tight curls hugging her head. They looked completely happy and in love as they walked hand in hand slowly. “You two are just precious. We couldn’t help but watch you. It was like Bill and I were seeing ourselves 60 years ago. We were high school sweethearts and have been married for 59 years already. I pray you two have a blessed life together like we have had. Love like yours does not come around often.” The beautiful elder lady said with love. Her name is Odette. “Thank you ma’am. She’s my world.” I responded with a smile while looking at my Becs who was also smiling. “Yes, I’m pretty attached to my handsome boy too.” Becs said cheerfully wrapping her arms around mine and resting her chin on my shoulder. She’s so adorable. “My dear, you look so familiar to me. What is your name?” Bill asked warmly. “Rebecca Sampson.” She said. “You are Steve’s daughter aren’t you?” He said with a hint of excitement and sadness mixed together. I felt her tense up just for a second and her breath got caught in her throat. “I am.” She said weakly. I rubbed her back soothingly not sure how this is gonna go. “You look just him. I remember you when you were little. He would bring you in to work occasionally. You were itty bitty with the same head of curls you have now. I don’t know how Steve kept up with you. You entertained the whole floor with your charm and wit. I was his boss at Byler’s Engineering Firm. You probably wouldn’t remember me.” He smiled brightly as he thought of the memory. “Mr. Bill Byler. Yes, I do remember. You always snuck me candy when daddy wasn’t looking. I still have the tiger stuffed animal you gave me…” She trailed off with tears in her eyes. She took a moment to compose herself. “That little tiger got me through a lot.” She said dabbing her eyes with a napkin. I think I know which one she is talking about. She has it up on her shelf by one of her pictures of her dad. “You’re dad was a great guy and friend. He raised a wonderful little girl. We were unable to have any of our own, so whenever he brought you it was Christmas Day for me. He would be so proud of you. I read about your games in the newspaper. Your name is printed a lot.” He said cheerfully. “Thank you Mr. Byler for everything. I know he loved working for you. He never saw it as a job.” She said as she gently nudged me to get up. She stood up and gave Bill a bear hug as she let a few tears escape her eyes. “Mr. Byler, I had that stuffed tiger with me when we crashed. It was all I had to comfort me for hours.” She said through the tears. “I can’t thank you enough for your kindness.” She added softly. His embrace tightened around her hearing that. A lone tear escaped his eye. “If you need anything Rebecca, please let us know. We live on 9th street in the little blue house. You can’t miss it.” Odette said trying to hold back her tears. “Don’t be a stranger.” Mr. Byler said as they parted. “I won’t. I will give you my volleyball schedule and my dance schedule. I would love for you to come to matches and lessons when you can. Have a wonderful evening.” Becs said. “We would love that. Thank you dear.” Mr. Byler said as Odette nodded her head in agreement. “Take care of her young man.” Bill said shaking my hand firmly. “Always.” I responded lovingly. They walked off as I turned to Becs. Her eyes were still watery. I pulled her into my chest and rubbed her back until she composed herself. “You okay sweetheart?” I asked softly. “Yes, I feel like a got a piece of my dad back with Mr. Byler’s memories. He just gave me a wonderful gift.” She said looking up at me. I wiped her cheeks with my thumbs and kissed her lips. “I am so glad baby.” I paid and we walked out hand in hand heading towards the park to walk the path and enjoy the fresh air. We walked in a comfortable silence for 5 minutes taking in our surroundings. “What are you thinking about Becs?” I asked curiously. She looked up at me and smiled. “Just how much my daddy would’ve loved you. When I was little I wanted to marry my daddy. He had to explain to me that mom had his heart for eternity. But a special prince would come into his princess’ life at the perfect time and sweep me off my feet just how he did with my mom. He would steal my heart and keep it safe. I would know nothing but love and adoration.” She said smiling back at the memory. She stopped and turned towards wrapping her arms around my neck as I hold her hips. “You fit the bill perfectly.” She added. I smiled into her kiss. Today has been the perfect day. “Will you stay with me this weekend?” Becs asked with hope. “Of course my love. I just have to get some clothes from my house.” I answered with a smile knowing our perfect day is turning into a perfect weekend. “Thank you. I never liked being home alone. My mind normally goes to a dark place. Sometimes I end up at daddy’s grave. I can never seem to visit him when I am in my right mind.” She admitted looking away. “Baby doll, thank you for telling me that. You can count on me and my parents. We will work things out so you will never be left alone. And once I marry you, then you will never ever ever ever ever be alone, especially if you keep wearing this dress.” I said proudly tugging at her gently. I had to lighten up the mood for her. Her mind is fragile yet. “Aww Becs, you’re blushing so bad.” I say in a sing song voice lightly poking her cheeks as she tries to swat me away giggling. “Benny, stop.” She continues to giggle embarrassed. “What, I have it all planned out. One day I am going to completely surprise you with a proposal. You’ll cry and say yes as you jump into my arms celebrating. Then I’m going to give you a beautiful wedding just they way you have imagined as a little girl. Then we will make love every single day of our lives and make tons of babies. We will be go on adventures and live a happy life as we grow old together.” I said confidently. She stopped walking and stared right into my eyes with a puzzled look on her face. “Ummm exactly how many babies do you want from me?” She said with wide eyes. I’m getting to her and I love teasing her. “Baby, I want my own football team.” I said devilishly. She swallowed hard and looked down at her body. “Well then buddy, you better enjoy this fit body now cause I ain’t ever gonna look like this again after all that.” She said. I can’t quite read her expression. It’s a mixture of concern and willingness. I grab her hips and pull her into me. “Sweetheart, I will enjoy your body forever. I am teasing you. I will be happy with any number of kids we have. One or twenty. Hell, if you rather adopt, I’m happy with that too. I just want to live life to the fullest with you by my side.” I gave her a bear hug and kissed her forehead before she rested her head on my chest. “I want to give you babies, Ben. All of that sounds perfect. I can’t wait to be your bride.” She said softly. Her words causing me to hug her tighter. “By the way, I have this dress in 2 other colors.” She winked at me when she pulled away and started walking. My turn to swallow hard. So f*****g gorgeous. I caught up to her quickly and took hold of her hand intertwining our fingers. I brought her hand to my lips for a kiss. “I can’t wait to see you in those dresses.” I said before leaning into ear. “Then I get to take them off of you.” I said huskily making her blush again. “Behave Wilder.” She playfully glared at me while softly hitting my chest. “Baby we just opened a door that can’t be closed. And behaving isn’t gonna happen.” I smirked pulling her into a kiss.

Just as my lips brushed her lips she took off running giggling like a little school girl. What a tease my girl is. “Rebecca Everly Sampson you better hope I don’t catch up to you!” I yell out to her before I start chasing her thru the park. She zigged when I zagged, she ran through the swings and behind seesaw and the merry go round to keep distance. Her laugh and huge toothy smile is making my heart explode. I love her playfulness. I was never like this. Even as a kid, I was serious. I mean I played and had fun but never like this. She doesn’t have a care in the world right now and I’m going to keep it that way for as long as I can. “I’ll get you baby doll. Just wait.” I say deviously as I start to cut through the merry go round. She stuck her tongue out and took off towards the pond. Her hair and her dressed flowed magically as her long legs took her away. Everything about her to graceful. I catch up to her and grab her waist making her yelp gleefully. “Gotcha!” I say loudly but she turns fast causing both of me to stumble backwards and fall. But I brought her down with me so she landed right on top of me. I grunted as her body make contact with mine. She is still smiling and giggling. I roll her over so I’m on top. “I got you now my love.” I laughed as I straddled her pinning her down. “Ben please don’t.” She pleaded in between giggles. She knows exactly what I am about to do. “Hmmm, you ran away from me sweetheart, time to suffer the consequences!” I began tickling her mercilessly as she laughed, pleaded and wiggled under me. “Babe, you should stop wiggling like that.” I grunt out as I feel my buddy getting revved up. “Then stop tickling me Benny! I can’t help it!” She laughed still trying to get away. I ease up and hover over her before I roll on my back bringing her with me again. She rest her body on top of mine as I wrapped my arms around her back keeping her in place. “I love you Ben.” She whispered looking down at me. “I love you too Becs.” I kissed her and she gave in willfully and kissed me back. “I can’t keep my hands off of you. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and you’re all mine.” I declared. “I wouldn’t have it any other way my handsome boy.” She cooed kissing my cheek before we both stood up. We walked to the end of the pier to look over peaceful lake. She turns and wraps her arms around my neck giving me the sweetest smile. “Dance with me Benny.” I rest my hands on her hips and my forehead on her forehead. “Only if you sing for me Becs.” I whisper. “Deal.” She said before capturing my lips. I swear I fall deeper in love with her with each passing moment. “Any requests?” She asks after we part our lips. I whisper the song in her ear making her smile widely. “As you wish handsome.” She said softly. We start to sway as she begins singing. (I do not own the following song. John Legend “All of Me)

What would I do without your smart mouth

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out?

You've got my head spinning, no kidding

I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind?

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me

But I'll be alright

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy, and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too?

The world is beating you down

I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy, and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you

I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

We used the whole platform to dance. We held on to each as if one of us would disappear into thin air. I would spin her occasionally and bring her back to me. Her hair and dress flowing magically. She was a vision. We ended our romantic dance as I dipped her kissing her throat. We were in our own little world. Our focus only on each other, we never realized a small crowd formed around us. As I brought her back up clapping started. She briefly hid her face in my chest as I hugged her before we bowed. She gained a lot of compliments for her beautiful singing. “Miss Rebecca! Mr. Ben!” a little girl’s voice was heard through the crowd. Before we knew it Katie, from her dance class, ran up and hugs both of us. “That was so pretty.” She said cheerfully. “Thank you, Katie.” Becs said kneeling down to her level and kissing her head. Katie’s mom came up. “That was truly beautiful Rebecca. I never knew you could sing. You two make wonderful dance partners.” Katie’s mom said hugging Becs. “I actually took a few pictures I will send  you.” She added handing us her phone. They were all beautiful but one stood out. She captured the moment I dipped her and kissed her throat. That’s my favorite. “I love this one.” Becs said about the same one. We both thanked her for capturing our special moment as she texted Becs all of the pictures. “We’ll definitely get these printed.” Becs said smiling up at me. “Baby doll, today has been perfect.” I said wrapping my arm around her as we head back to the car. I noticed she is getting cold. “Yes it has. Thank you Ben, you make everything so special.” She said.