I wasn't lying actually, I knew that I've lost this round, and I was willing to pay the price now that I had no other choice, but then again, I wanted to have control above my actions. If I have to do what he says, I want to do it with a free mind.
I could tell he was thinking my offer through, as he just stared at me for a few seconds, then nodded. I hoped my face didn't betray any of my previous thoughts. It would be dangerous for Jude to know about my feelings since even I didn't understand them fully.
"Okay. You can stop" he allowed, and my hands suddenly fell to my sides. I sighed in relief, yet the hard part was still ahead of me.
I kept my eyes on him, as I reached for my pants and slowly undid my belt, holding on to my last bit of pride. I let the fabric drop to the floor and I
