From start is bad but the ending is melting

My friend and family

      I glanced at the watch attached to my wrist. 

"5 pm already, time to go home" I said cheerfully while tidying up my desk which was a bit messy due to the file stack. a minute and two minutes and finally ready, I reached for my handbag to be brought to the work desk then arranged to approach Mr. Wilson's office room to ask to go home.

        knok knok ... I knocked on his office door slowly then reached for the door knob and turned it slowly.

 "Mr. Wilson do you want anything else?" I asked politely when he entered his office and stood in front of his desk.

 "So far I do not need anything, you can go back, thank you Ms Blossom for today, see you tomorrow" replied Mr. Wilson kindly and while looking at me. 

"Thank you Mr. Wilson, see you tomorrow, I will ask myself first" I said politely and then turned to leave his office space in an orderly manner. 

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        My apartment.         My daily routine when after work is to lock myself in the house while watching TV or watching movies on the internet except on weekends because that day is a day for me to release stress and find pleasure in good condition, go hang out near bars without alcohol and problems, just have fun and wash my eyes with my best friend, Diana who understands, head with me, a good friend since University days.                Indeed life like this is very boring but not for me, limiting association does not mean I am anti social but that is what I want, tranquility and enjoyment in an atmosphere of peace and tranquility is one of what I want, growing up lovingly from my grandparents and Growing up in a quiet place is one of the factors I really love tranquility. but I really have to balance the path of my life, because in this world there is no term of peace always when you live life  place very developed and full of social, urban and rural life is very different, if I practice life as in my far yard from the city, people will say I am old-fashioned and outdated, so to balance it I had to learn to socialize but know the limits and that is the promise I gave to my grandparents before stepping out of my safe zone and that I will hold on to forever because I know that the path that will take me back to the base of the road when deviated far.        For a moment I was daydreaming about my past, from when I was little until now, I was suddenly startled by the ringing of my smartphone. 

            Suddenly my cell phone rang to indicate that someone was calling me. 

"hmm..grandma?" I said slowly while raising my eyebrows as a sign of surprise when I saw the name written on the front of my cell phone screen.

    I carved a smile on my lips as a sign of happiness when I found out who the caller was, this grandmother only knew I remembered her, I took a gentle breath before exhaling it slowly before pressing the green button to welcome the call.  

  "hello grandma" I said in a very happy voice while giggling and   when our line is connected  

 "Some, my beautiful granddaughter, when do you want to go back to grandma's house?" my grandmother answered slowly and saying lovely my nickname "some"shortcut from blossom.  

  I heard her voice that sounded angry and that made me even happier because I knew my grandmother would tease me and that I really missed her.    "Grandma, there is a time I go back to visit grandma yes, now I can not take leave because there is a new project that I have to manage, grandma do not worry in the near future I will visit grandma" I said politely and explained why I can not go to visit her.     hearing me say that she began to exhale slowly but subtly, a sign she  was dissatisfied with the answer I gave.  

 "Grandma is not worried about what,  I just miss my only grandchild  that it, hmmm..if that's the case, what do you think if next month you come over here ? Next month is grandma's birthday, let's celebrate together" said grandma again, feel guilt  when I heard it, why, I forget next month is her birthday.      I was silent for a moment when she told me about her birthday which is coming a month from now, suddenly I felt very guilty, how bad I was against him.

 "I am sorry grandma, hmmm ... ok, next month I will go back to grandma's house" I said slowly and confidently.            I promised her, that I would return to her house to celebrate her upcoming birthday, and I will never forget, my grandmother is the only member of my family who is still there, no matter how busy I am with work, I will not turn my back on her no matter what happens,my love for her will not move easily, the sacrifice she made to raise me well although sometimes there are times I am naughty but she is patient in the face of it.  

 "Promise , grandma wait for that, oh yes, did you have  dinner yet?" said grandma in a cheerful and cheerful tone.    the question made me love him more, that loving voice I always miss. 

 "Yes have already, and did  you have dinner yet?" I said asking her too. 

"Grandma has eaten" replied  my grandmother briefly.

"It's good if it's like that, and grandma don't forget to take medicine on time too" I said, I also had time to talk to her. I reminded him of the time to take medicine and that was a routine I always did when I was with him.  

"yup, grandma remember, it's ok that's what grandma wants to say and don't forget next month go back to grandma's house" said grandma with a small laugh.

 "yes boss, I promise" I said confidently while laughing a little too.    I also had time to call him by the boss calling a sign of joking with him and that made him laugh happily  "Good night sweetheart,see you next month, grandma loving you,bye"my grandma said.

"Good night to you Grandma, loving you so much,muhaa...bye"I answering.

 At the moment our conversation is end and I put my cellphone on the table in front of me and continue watching TV.