Rays of sunshine blinded my vision as I woke up in my bed, still alone.
It a day just like every other day; Thursday, maybe? Honestly, I've lost track of these past few days. Everything has still been very... complicated.
My days start like this now, as Kaeala ordered me to sleep when my body tells me to sleep, and stop overexerting myself. I wondered if she knew somehow...
I rubbed my stomach gently with my left hand, sighing. I don't know why I did this, truly. Maybe it was because some part of me believed that everything would be okay one day. That the baby... our baby, would have a happy family.
Barf. I hated that I was talking about a baby, but I also actually had to get up and throw up.
Once that was over, I splashed my face with water and looked at myself in the mirror. Yep
