xiantian isekai

Lia's break

She was in her mind lamenting everything, with a lot of sadness and impotence because this world left her no other option. Although he feared death a little, if it had been only for her; she would have provoked her death so they wouldn't do with her what they wanted, or at least that's what she would have tried.

She didn't want to accept reality since she came to this world she was avoiding it, being optimistic about what the future was going to hold for her.

She and she herself is lucky to have been able to cultivate to intimidate a bit and that she won't come across many people, otherwise she would have been tied up or who knows if something worse.

Besides, she was sad because she was worried about her family and loved ones, she missed them and they did not have a good relationship, due to certain attitudes, she was not perfect either, she was naive for a long time and lived her life as if she were sleeping without connecting too close to reality with its optimistic side. She being always unable to reason much further, although thanks to certain encounters in life she realized her faults, she did not manage to change much of what was bad about her. In part she had achieved it but she could not quickly connect things with each other because she had been used to being disconnected and that bothered her since she could not reach the level that she wanted to be able to be happy next to that one. person. In her mind he was still in her heart, lamenting that he had not connected more with her family and reduced her misunderstandings.

Although she, beautiful, did everything she put in, they did not want to accept that they were wrong, for them she had no right to say anything to them because she was her daughter. But she never told them in Gothic, she always tried to talk about what would be the best way to do things so that they are managed better, either economically or in the person-to-person treatment that they gave each other. Sometimes they recognized that they were wrong saying "There is no school to be parents", nor is there a school to be a child; however, without real experience of life, she gave good advice because she realized the reality. This she achieved by ceasing to be so disconnected.

She was brought back thanks to Ju and Dark's worried shakes, and she burst into tears; she couldn't help it, there were things that she had kept for a long time and what just happened to her overwhelmed her.

She cried like a little child, with loud shrieks, screaming a little to the point that she could hardly breathe from the anguish; runny nose giving him an appearance a bit between endearing and unpleasant.

Crying she said: -I am a murderer, I am a very bad person; I don't know how I can live in a world like this I'm going to die very horribly I'm afraid. If I'm not careful what will become of me, locked up being forced to who knows what; Alas for me, I don't have the courage to kill myself to prevent so much suffering. Because I can't live in peace, is it too much to ask?

Ju and Dark saw that Lia was not well, Dark understood that she saved him because she considers the life of each person something valuable and this moved him a lot, with reason he cried over him for having hurt him. They tried to pat her down letting her dirty her clothes each one of them hugging her from the side, at this moment Ju didn't care that she and Dark were stuck like he was with her. Right now they were worried about her mental health, they feared that she would sit against her life, they loved her.

Ju realized that he didn't know Lia well and what he saw of her was never complete, and while he was attracted to her he realized that her interest was not really genuine.

What does he really love about her?

He knew some things about her and he liked her kindness and her direct way of being, but he realized that he autosuggested a little because of the beauty and things that she possessed; besides the advantages that being close to her would have and he felt hypocritical for having watched over Dark.

Although he had nothing to do with hypocrisy about it, he understood that he loved her almost like she was her little sister and her feelings for him he didn't know how deep they really were. But if he knew that he felt the need to take care of her because her way of being attracted you to do that, despite being powerful she acts defenseless and innocent and she knows the dangers of this world.

She had helped him to reach new heights in her cultivation and although he felt her heart moved from her he could not say that he was really in love with her and these days when the treatment of her was wrong. She's someone fragile and he didn't want to play with her feelings, and he realized that he almost did. While he was committed to taking care of her, maybe he was wrong, much of that feeling was born out of her greed.

Ju underwent a change of mind due to this scene and thought a lot about him and her since she was asking them for comfort, affection and help. Although he had Yogi was not the same as them, human contact is different. She opened up to them showing her weakness letting them know that despite being strong and capable, she also wanted to be taken care of. She is the type of person who fights side by side with her loved ones.

This moved both of them and Dark more than they already were and made them reflect on themselves because of this, at first Dark did it more out of feeling of debt and Ju out of greed. But they were led to believe that it was because of her kindness, now it really was because of her kindness.

They no longer had any other intentions, they wanted to know her better as a person and help her, for them at first her life was important for superficial reasons related to her own greed. In her hearts now she was one of her people, a dear friend or brother they did not know yet if something else, Dark had not considered it yet but that seed was planted and Ju realized that she was superficial and he regret.