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Ryan's POV
It's been 30 minutes since I completed telling her everything that happened in past, why I lead here but the most important thing is why even I'm shared everything with her, I still remember in college days we were not very close even I used to bully her and see where our life has drop us here I am telling each and every deeds that happened to me and my sister to her and she is so fragile I just told her about Vienna's death she started crying. I don't know how to console her when I am broken too and now I am regretting telling her she is literally a cry baby just like Lilly even Lilly cry lesser than her I mentally rolled my eyes at my own statement.
I went to her to try to make her stop crying I remember when I started telling her everything.
Flashback starts
"It all started when my father married a poor girl just after 2 months my biological mother died and I was surprised would be understatement that in another 7 months she gave birth to Alice, I was so furious how can my father did this to my own mother than Vienna told me that our father too has his own life we can't be displeased with his decisions" I sighed remembering everything then I sneak a little in her direction I was shocked she was listening very attentively I can see on her face, then i started again,"so I just listened to Vienna and I tried to accept Alice even I succeeded in it and I was glad she didn't even look like her mother a little bit I don't know it's a miracle or what but I was pleased even till now I'm pleased, then her mother started making differences in between us she started treating like we are some kind trash it was always about Alice or her but Alice's selfless nature again made her mother more furious and she started treating her like us".
I stop to gather some more memories to voiced out them she was literally curious as if after knowing everything she will make everything right if only she knew she can't do anything now,"years passed by we became older Alice was 6 years younger than me and Vienna was older than both of us 6 years before when she turned 21, my father was literally happy that he threw a ball party for her birthday where many businessmen were invited I hated the idea and i had hint whose idea it would be I was watching Vienna and Alice carefully but to my failure from nowhere Gideon Walker approached Vienna and in front of everyone he just stolen her first kiss on her very important day I was shocked what's just happened, but from the corner of eyes I can see my father's expression and that woman's too my father was in bad shape and that woman had smirk on her face", I stopped when I heard her gasped now I'm thinking I should continue or drop I don't know if she will take it anymore or not but her eyes were encouraging me not to stop after so much protest with a sigh I started again.
"Everyone was trolling us as you know our family kind of believe in being an one man/woman person and Vienna never dated a guy or have feelings for anyone, one night during those rough days I was just passing my father's room when I heard Michelle giving him ideas of sorting everything and trust me those ideas were literally worst. She was brainwashing him to give Vienna away to Gideon as in marriage I was furious and barged in their room" I took a short break as I can feel my rage again taking over but I have to control,"trust me Anna..." I don't know why I use this nickname even she was shocked," I mean Annaya trust me Annaya after our mother Vienna was there who took care of me like a second mother she was everything I could've sacrifice anything for her even my life too, you know after Michelle started despising Alice Vienna also look after her and I don't know when I started being protective over them I know I'm being selfish but Vienna was more important to me than Alice I don't know I just I can't accept the fact that she's Michelle's daughter but she is more like us".
"So what happened after you barged into their room" she asked and it was the first time she is literally showing how intrigued and curious she is, "I started shouting at them I was so raged in anger I didn't realise Vienna and Alice were behind me and Vienna was kind of peace demanding/offering type person, when she realised what was happening she agreed to marry Gideon,I swear Annaya I was so furious and broken I don't want to give her away to Gideon I don't know why my instincts didn't like the idea of marriage even at that time his company's progress was good but I don't know why and much to my dismay marriage happened in just within 15 days".
"After just 1 month of their marriage when Gideon decided to move in to other city and we had no power to stop him as he and Vienna were legally married and Vienna being the most obliged person she agreed with his decision, everyday she called me she literally was very happy with Gideon I was doubtful at first but it all vanished when after 2 months she informed us she and Gideon were expecting their first baby I was so happy", I felt tears in my eyes and saw the same state of Anna...Ugh! again I used this nickname but let it be her curiosity is so evident , I again continued," Then we came to know that they were expecting twins my happiness took another level months passed by I and Alice went to Georgia to live with them everything was perfect Vienna gave birth to her fraternal twins a son and a daughter we were very happy but I think that happiness was short lived after 2 years when twins turned 2 it all started there we were celebrating their birthday in a big hotel when Gideon and his friends went to casino inbuilt inside the hotel it all started there no one knows how they all cheated Gideon he started losing everything at time I just started accepting him but his deeds again made me stop".
I sigh conflicted whether to told her remaining deeds or not but she realised what was I thinking and she pleaded with her eyes to don't stop I nodded in her direction I took a deep breath because everything bad that happened in past is going to start now," it was small gambling in starting but Gideon got so much engrossed in gambling that he didn't realise when he became a drunken ass and a gambler after 1 and half year he gambled for a big amount to his surprise and luck he won that round and in next rounds her opponents started taking advantage of him and he got cheated everyday he started losing his companies he lost ten f*****g companies", I saw her expression she too was shocked and who can not be,"he lost all his property except his mansion and office in Georgia".
From corner of my eyes i saw her taking a sigh of relief as if thinking nothing went wrong after that I fisted my palms tightly remembering every bad thing after that," but it was too short lived Gideon lost his office and mansion too and left the mansion with Vienna and kids I wasn't aware of anything I was on business trips with Liam and my father doesn't wanted to make me worried so he didn't tell me he helped Vienna in every possible way but Gideon had access to her account so whenever dad transferred money to her account Gideon use them to gamble more or pay his debts and at some certain time Vienna told dad to stop sending her money and believe me it was her bad decision, he was very angry and he took her sexually against her wish in his drunken state more like r**e he f*****g r**e her, abused her physically and she remained silent after everything he did kids were not at home after knowing Gideon's gambling addiction Vienna admitted kids to a boarding school at such age I can't even thought they were so small at that time to be away from their mother, and last year was the blackest year of our life Gideon make a deal of Vienna with his opponent for one month", I heard a pained gasped I just smiled a bitter smile in her direction," So he lost the gambling or more like again got cheated on and he gave Vienna to his oppo....", at this time I was crying and I can hear her crying too.
" So after one month that fucker drop Vienna at her and Gideon's apartment she was lifeless and it was all happening behind our back when Vienna enter in apartment she saw Gideon kids and dad were there she just hugged them formally avoided Gideon but she saw Gideon was pleading with his eyes not to tell anything she went inside her room and Gideon followed her he apologized her at starting she was very reluctant but at the end when he made promise to her that he never ever gamble again so for the sake of kids she just agreed but didn't forgave him", I sighed," four months went by in a blink, but the debts were so high everyday that gamblers came warned them and left but we all know bad people don't spare anyone so it was an evening when all gamblers came to their house and Vienna was the one who open the door for them it was always Gideon before who opened the door for them Gideon came out and one of them took out a knife and placed it on Gideon's neck and shouted-demanded to give their money to them immediately or they will kill him that was when one of the other man's gaze fell on Vienna and he said 'if you are not able to give our money back then give your wife to us for 6 months and it's not like she hadn't had experienced it before, you and we all know how much of a slut your wife is' it pained Vienna and to her shocked Gideon agreed without protesting" I sighed seeing the expression on face she realised that its ended yes I didn't know exactly what happened after that,"What happened after that ?",she asked, I shook my head saying," it was the last entry she did on her personal diary I found it in Lilly's bag when they both came to live in the mansion with us after Vienna's death", again I took a deep breath to calm down it's too much its aching everywhere," she was my everything so much happened to her she didn't even told me a single thing about all this I should've helped her I can't just breath without her she's my soul Annaya she's everything in me how can I live when she's not here", this time I didn't hold myself back I break down in front of her, she held my hand consoling me and she was crying too, minutes passed I stopped crying, wiped tears and sit straight in my seat.
End of the flashback
It literally made me cry I hate Gideon why he can't respect his wife she was the mother of his kids. Damn man..!
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