The next day, I woke up way better. I immediately went to sleep without thinking about Jacob. I think it is a good start. I have always dreamt or thought of him when I am alone in bed. Now, I am slowly accepting my situation.
When I finally get to talk to Jacob, I am in control of myself. With that in mind, I finally felt much better. Even thinking of what Monique did, it doesn’t hurt that much anymore. Who am I kidding? It does hurt still. I am definitely getting insane right now. I am just convincing myself that I am fine.
Anyway, my family has been a big help to me. They made me forget about my personal issues. I am just grateful to them especially dad. I kept myself busy with work.
Today, we went to our main warehouse in Portland. Dad introduced me to the employees as the new addit
