♕ 3 R D P O V ♕ It's tough to talk about what r**e feels like when it happens or happens because words rarely cut it. r**e is a physical, emotional, intellectual, spiritual, personal identity, gender, and s****l violation, all at once. At the moment, it happens, for most r**e victims, something in the fabric of the world as we knew it rips wide open. Those who had such low self-esteem already felt they only deserved pain or suffering; r**e validates that feeling. But the pain of r**e doesn't stop once the r**e is over: not even close. What is in our heads the whole time we're having wanted s*x is something like, "I wish he would just kill me before doing it." She may appear agitated or hysterical; she is suffering from crying spells and anxiety attacks. She reacts with a strong sense of

