Emotions. Feelings. So confusing and hard to control, can often lead people to do unthinkable things with either a positive outcome or a negative one. The day before yesterday, it was too much for me to bear, I wanted to do everything to take my mind off of Sebastian’s declaration but nothing had seemed to work. My sleepless reflection stared back at me as I stood in nothing but a bath towel wrapped around my body. Out of all the things I thought could go wrong during this trip, I never once considered that Sebastian had manifested feelings for me. How could he be so delusional into thinking that’s appropriate.I took a sharp breath in and rubbed my palms over my face. Today was a day of distraction, a day where I could focus on myself. Being on this bloody boat has done nothing for me
