Chapter Seven
Friday 3rd July
Am shattered today. Hardly slept a wink last night and when I did my dreams were full of doing normal things outside, like shopping, which is a nightmare to me! Or they were full of Steph and they were much more fun but didn’t make for a restful night. I have come to a decision though -- I really have to try this or I’m going to end up a very lonely old lady!
I have just booked tickets for the cinema tonight! I thought it would be a good start as it will be dark so might help me to start relaxing in public. Have just texted Steph -- god I hope she’s free to come with me, I got so wrapped up in the moment I forgot to ask her first!
Saturday 4th July
I’m feeling pretty smug and proud of myself today! Steph picked me up in a cab at 7pm yesterday evening. She
