Dream Five

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Nixon's I was holding my head when I woke up, Why is she always in my dream? Who is that woman really? I don't even know her name. It's been a week since I started dreaming of that woman. Every time I ask her about how we saw each other at the bus stop, and when I ask his name she suddenly disappears. Every time I go to sleep I always see her in my dream, we became closer as the days go by .. or the dream goes by. Just like last night, I don't know if I will believe what she said. "Nixon, if you're really real please meet me up at the coffee shop beside precious moon publishing" I was stunned, when I heard our publishing name. "Are you somewhere near that publishing?" "Yes, I am a writer there" I was surprised by what she said, so she works at our company. "Okay, let's meet up tomorrow 6 pm in the afternoon? I bet that's the time you're out?" "Yup, I'll wait for you there, don't dare to not show up!" I laughed and messed up her hair. "Of course I'll come to see you, it's been a while but everytime I ask your name .. you always vanished in thin air. So miss, what's your name agai ---" Again? She starts to vanish like a blown dandelion. Until now I don't really know her name, but then I'll meet her at the coffee shop later. Let's see if it's really legit. I was cut off thinking when I heard someone knocking on the door, my unit has a doorbell ah? I went to the bathroom first to wash and brush my teeth, ofcourse he or she have to wait. After the morning rituals, I hurriedly opened the door and was dumbfounded when I see the face of my dear ex girlfriend and the bestfriend of mine. "What brings you here?" I looked back and forth at the two of them. Where did these two get the thickness of their faces to face me after what I saw months ago? "Blaze, We're here to say sorry and give you this invitation" Nikki replied softly while her hand is clinging in my bestfriend's arm. Tyler handed me the invitation. I frowned when I read what was written. It's a wedding invitation !!! "We're getting married in two weeks, Blaze." "What's with the rush, Nikki? Are you pregnant?" She bent down and began to sob. I hit the bullseye. "I'll leave the two of you to talk, Nikki in the car I'll just call me when you're done talking." After Tyler said that, he looked at me and turned around. I widely opened the door and motioned to let her in. She walked to the sofa and sat there. I noticed that she lost some weight, her face became even smaller, her cheek bones were stretched. Her eyebags were deep and dark. "Do you want some water? Tea or coffee?" She immediately shook his head. So I sat down in front of her. "So what do you want to talk about? I thought we were done talking?" She remained bent over, and I noticed that her shoulder was rising and falling. She's crying. But I prevent myself from approaching her. "I-I'm sor..ry B-blaze, I d..d-din't mean t-to hurt .. y-you" I smiled at what I heard. "You didn't mean? Are you trying to be funny or what?" I asked her with a laugh. "I .. really don't, it's just that we .. we are both sad and depressed because of our relationship that time, we found comfort at each other .. we thought .. we thought, that we're slowly falling inlove with each other. But that's not the case, we're both confused about this new feeling. But we are wrong, we are both wrong to think that way .. he's still inlove with his ex, while me I'm still inlove with you .. but it's too late to realized that because we've already hurt the both of you, and the fact that I'm already pregnant. " I am lost for words. I don't know what's more painful for you to know that he left you because she already loves someone else, or to know that she still loves you but because of your shortcomings she found someone else but then suddenly realization comes to their mind that they still love their exes while .. I don't know! f**k everything! "So what are you trying to imply here? Nikki?" She immediately shook his head. "No Blaze, I'm sorry. But I think we really need to set each other free" "I already set you free .. the day when I see you and Tyler, doing that miraculous thing. You can now go. Be safe" I said as I sat up and opened the door for her. She stood up and walked closer to the door, when she was in front of me I was surprised when she suddenly kissed me on the lips. My eyes widened and I immediately grabbed her arm holding my waist and gently pushed her away. "What the hell?" I stared at her. "You just wiped all the respect I have for you, Nikki. Now .. go!" I even pointed to the door. When she came out of the door I slammed it shut. What the hell did she just do? Did she really just kissed me? With those filthy lips? I still love her, God knows how much I do. But that doesn't mean that after I know the truth, I will immediately accept it. I am no saint, I am not that kind to forgive them just that. I looked at the clock and saw that it was only two o'clock in the afternoon. I felt like I had used up all my energy so I ate first and decided to go back to sleep because we should meet the woman of my dream six more times. Althea's "Really Thea? Will you meet today after work?" Zie was scratching me while we were having lunch .. tho it's kinda late. "Yup!" I took a bite of the burger I was holding. "We agreed to see each other at cafè lokõ" "Will he come?" "Of course!" I made sure and she just mocked his face so I stared at him. After we ate I resumed writing my manuscript. No matter how much I squeeze my brain, I can't even add to chapter 7, I don't really know how to end this story. I was so busy that I didn't even realize the time, I was just surprised when someone suddenly tapped me on the shoulder. "Come on! You still have some money, don't you?" Zie raised her eyebrow even higher I immediately stood up, and looked at my wrist watch 5:45 pm .. I pulled Zie to the cr and I retouched. I just put on lip tint and a cheek tint, then I’m off. Zie just took me to the coffee shop and she went home. Exactly 6 pm I arrived, it's embarrassing that I was still seven, maybe she said I was too excited. He knows what I will wear is a black v-neck shirt and shorts. So every time I hear the chime it seems like my heart is going out because of the twitter. For my fun I took out my cellphone to play helix jump. When I was surprised someone sat in front of me. "They .." I stopped when I heard that voice. When I looked up I saw the faces of my good ex and his woman. "What are you doing here?" The woman raised an eyebrow at me and annoyed that she pulled out a white invitation. Can I poke her eyes? "What is that?" I kept my eyes on the invitation, wondering if I would take it or not. "Ugh! Isn't it obvious? That's an invitation for our wedding!" She shouted while her eyes were still widening. I frowned and looked at Tyler scolding his fiancée who was now about to get married. I barely laughed. Flirting loses beauty. "Oh? Sorry but I'm not interested .." I pushed the invitation back to them. "You can now go. I'm waiting for something." I even smiled after I said that. "What's wrong with you and why are you laughing ?!" The noise of this woman. "I pity the two of you .. and they're right, flirting is just beautiful." straight into my eyes staring at the woman "What did you say flirty ??!" Her eyes widened and I could almost see his palate. 'Ohh I'm scared!' Tsk ' "Mm.FLIRT .. the reason why you are getting married is because you're already pregnant?" He was obviously surprised by what I said. "You don't have to tell me, because you're obviously pregnant because you're going to get married too quickly. It's only been 2 months since you cheated on me, eh or should I say 3 months? And based on the bulge of your p***s you are 3 months pregnant, right? " They couldn't answer so I gasped. "Go away, I can't accept that invitation .. I have no plans to attend. Best wishes. Now go." I saw the sadness in Tyler's eyes. We had a talk again the other day after the incident that he went home to exchange cellphones, and then he admitted to me that I was still the one he loved in case he couldn't get rid of his gf now, I asked him why but he didn't can answer therefore I conclude that his gf is pregnant. 'You chose this Ty, I told you before that I'll still be able to give you a chance .. that I can forgive you and accept you as if nothing happened after all but you didn't come back. Let's forget each other Ty. You'll always have a special place in my heart. I love you still, but I have to let you go. ' Closing my eyes I felt a helping tear in my left eye. I looked at my wrist watch and saw it was 7 pm. Has Nixon been around for so long? I'll wait until 7:30 when he's gone, I'm leaving. I just opened my f*******: and spent time. And when I saw it was 7:30 I lost hope. I grabbed my bag and headed out of the coffee shop. When I arrived at the apartment I was greeted by Fritzie's grumpy face. "So? What happened? is he handsome?" "Indian" was my short answer and sat down on the sofa. "But someone else came and gave an invitation" "Eh who?" "Ex" "Whatttt? Your jerk ex is getting married ??? Isn't the woman pregnant? It's itchy! That's why!" I ignored her and leaned my head on the headrest of the sofa and closed my eyes. "Oh eh. Nixon didn't come .. so that means he's not real!" See threw a pillow at me so I looked at herannoyed and threw it back. "So .. where are you more disappointed? With your ex's upcoming wedding? Or with Nixon not showing up and the fact that he's not real?" I thought about her question. But, both. Those two affected me the same. I got up and entered the room. I'll just go to sleep, just in case I lose that heavy feeling. Almost three months later, I can no longer dream of Nixon. I also don’t know why. My book has also been published, and it has become a best seller. The ending? They met and stayed together. Everybody loves the ending, but for me .. No, I didn't even liked the ending. The original ending I made was that after they met they tried to get to know each other but it didn’t work so they decided to just forget about it. but ofcourse the dragon didn't like the ending so he revised it. And now I’m going to my book signing event, at a mall. I haven't bothered to fix it yet. I just wore an old white dress that I haven't used for a long time tho she still looks new and presentable I just applied liptint to give life to my lips as well as my cheeks, I just let my hair down. When I arrived at the mall there were so many people, I never thought that so many people would come .. I was overwhelmed. While I was walking, a man suddenly hit me, I didn't notice him because I was busy rolling my eyes and he was talking on his cellphone because I heard him throwing his hand. "Ouch"/"f**k" we said in unison. When I looked at the man as if to reprimand him for not looking where he was going, I was surprised to see the familiar face that I had not seen for almost three months. "You ?!"/"It's you!" We both still taught each other. I'm seeing Nixon in flesh!
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