Princess Ayla
*trigger warning*
Xander moved me off of him to collect the food and water for us. I didn’t feel like eating. I should have been worried about meeting this boss of Jordan’s, but I couldn’t force myself to feel anything but emptiness. The saying ‘you never knew what you had until it’s gone,’ rang true.
I felt weak and pathetic sitting here, wallowing over someone who I know cheated. The pain wasn’t the same as before. Before, it was quick and took my breath away. This pain was deep and everlasting as it twisted my soul until it broke. I don’t understand why he would do that to me. Why would he want me to feel such pain?
And here I was, crying over a bond that broke me, but I craved it. I craved everything about Nate. I never wanted anyone as much as I wanted Nate, and no
