Celie sat by my side and waited for me to calm down before she said anything. She knew that there were a lot of problems that I was dealing with right now and there were a lot of people that I was pretty pissed off with. She knew that it was all too much for me. I didn’t grow up with all of this so I didn’t know what I was in for. I didn’t know what to expect. I just didn’t want to be used anymore.
I didn’t want anyone using me anymore. But that doesn’t change the fact that I can’t stop thinking about them. I’m always thinking about them.
When they are near me, I need them to be near me. I want them near me. They are completely messing with my head and I had no idea how they were doing it.
I rolled over a couple of times as I was getting uncomfortable in the one spot and I saw t
