“Good, because if this is done right you will be tested in ways you cannot imagine, ways that will make you question your own sanity but most of all, your integrity. You will need to reach deep down inside yourself and find that viciousness, that survival instinct which will help you persist. But the question is, can you come back from it? After this, Connor, you will never be the same. Are you ready for that? Are you ready to give up who you are today to become the person we need tomorrow? This is no easy task we ask of you.”
He was making me question my self-preservation. As I went to speak, he held up a finger. “No, don't answer me. I want you to think long and hard and answer yourself. Just know that if we win this battle against Monlow, you, Connor, may lose it all as well, but he wi
