Forget Me Not

How’s this going to work?

Nicks POV

I've never in my life felt like this, like something magical so foreign to me has come to be so great, if that makes sense but it all felt so familiar like everything was meant to happen and happen for a reason.

I've been in Austin's guest bedroom since the morning I woke up, I went to the bathroom took a shower and brushed my teeth with the spare toothbrush Austin gave me.

I sat there thinking to myself after what happened when I told them I knew what they were and who I was to them, I never spoke to them after that.

They left the room and went downstairs, all this time I've spent in this room looking out the window feeling an emptiness in my heart as I continued to stare out the same window.

I've never felt love so great for anyone or people for a fact except my parents for they were the only ones that looked after me when I got bullied at school that's when Emma came into the picture, we just connected straight away like we understood everything about each other.

I sighed and made up my mind of doing to see them, standing up from the seat I made my way to the door of the room, my heart beating fast in my chest. That I was sure they heard and my palms began to sweat I I walked out the room and down the stairs, at the final step they both appeared in front of me which cause a surprised gasp to escape my mouth.

"Are you ok?" They both ask at the same time with concern laced through their word and in their eyes. I smile at them in reassurance "I'm fine it's just I need to ask you both something important" I whisper "What is it Nick?" Jevon asks. "Um... well how is this all going to work out? I just don't know what to do anymore, I know in my heart that something bad is going to happen but good is going to come out of it, right?" I breathes out, tears welling up in my eyes and one slide down my face. Both boys looked at the tear slide down my cheek.

The silence was interrupted when my phone went off, I got my phone from my pocket and looked at the caller ID and saw Emma's name flash on it, I answered it,

"Where the hell are you?" Emma exclaims in anger

"I stayed at a friends house and got sick told my mom and she said I didn't have to go to school" I said, it was the truth though

"I know you don't have any friends apart from me and your family"

"You know me to well but the things I was doing a project with Jevon and Austin and I fell asleep at Austin's house and I felt sick this morning so I ca-"

"YOU SPENT THE NIGHT AT AUSTIN'S HOUSE WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE CALLED YOU" she screams down the line

"Well anyway enough about them call me when you get back home, kay" she she asked knowing I know she would ask for details.

"Ok well bye bugger brains" I say my farewells to her and hang the phone up. I looked up at the amused look that crossed their blazing eyes.

"So who was that?" Austin asks trying to stifle his laughter with coughs "My best friend Emma Williams" I say back "what so funny?" they both look at each other than me and burst into laughter "Oh... no...n....nothing" Austin's says.

I sigh in irritation but don't push it I walk away from them and to the kitchen and sit down on the counter. I start swinging my legs and hum an unknown tune softly.

Jevon and Austin walk in the room and look at me as if they were in a terrane and started to walk towards me swaying a little bit but to the sound of my hummed song I stopped humming when they were mare inches from touching me they stopped as well. Shaking their head and look up at me then each other. This is strange, " Do you have any food like eggs, bacon, beans?" I ask as my tummy grumbled and I pouted.

They both looked at my lips and back to my eyes, Jevon reached his hand over to my face to feel him stroke my cheek but then goes rigid and pulls back, one word was all it took to make me shake "Rouges...." Jevon left the house and Austin dragged me down a flight of stairs and pushed me into a room, the door closed and he clicked something then left me.

I pounded on the door screaming their names, worried that they'd get hurt, tears started to cascade down my face, after awhile I moved back and sat down in the corner and hummed the foreign song I knew so little about and fell asleep on the concrete floor.