Wheeler hugged Cole with strong arms and shook Cole’s shoulders after he let go.
“Brother, I owe you for the apple thing.”
Cole shrugged, “Don’t sweat it man. I was screwed either way.”
Wheeler looked down to hide his discomfort before replying, “You got a bad deal on this one Cole. I would have done the same thing off Colombia.”
Cole laughed, saying, “No you wouldn’t, Wheeler. You don’t make my kind of mistakes.”
Wheeler hugged Cole again and they both smiled, then turned back into the fray. Cole took solace in Wheeler’s appreciation. If only the past two years had gone that way, he thought.
The party went on through the night. The crowd meandered down and back up Duval Street, stopping sometimes for ten minutes and other times for two hours. Beers intermixed with rum drinks passed from hand to hand and Cole enjoyed his last night with the wardroom. Potts, Walters, and OPS were nowhere to be seen, and Cole’s former shipmates let their guard down a bit around him. But even as they smiled and laughed as friends, underneath it all was an unspoken distance between Cole and his former shipmates. They all knew he’d just been kicked out. And as the bars began to shut down after midnight, Cole found himself on the receiving end of half-assed high-fives and handshakes. Allison gave him a long hug and wished him all the best, and Cole knew she meant it. He thought for a moment to try and kiss her, but things were confusing enough so he fought off the urge. He preferred her friendship over drunken lust. Under the lights of a sidewalk painted with neon signs, Cole parted ways and walked alone back to La Concha.
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He awoke early the next morning with the familiar post-party thirst and a mild hangover. Lying awake in his bed, the morning light creeping through curtains he had forgotten to close, the room seemed oddly quiet. Unlike Delaney, it didn’t roll and pitch or shudder under the force of a passing wave. No pipes protruded from the walls nor were there the constant thuds and rattles of a ship at sea. It was only seven o’clock, but Cole had slept for a good uninterrupted stretch, something that rarely happened at sea. He felt quite good, even with his head partially swollen and his tongue imitating a cotton ball.
He stood up and dressed himself with the same clothes he’d worn the night before, fastening only the two middle buttons on a familiar linen shirt. He drank water from his palm under the faucet until the cotton feeling subsided, and, grabbing his wallet and room key, made his way downstairs. If he hurried, he could beat the tourists to Blue Heaven and scarf down some banana bread with butter without waiting in line. When he stepped outside of the hotel, the sidewalk was shaded, still hidden from the rising sun as storefront owners swept out the debris from the night before. Some simply hosed it off the curb. Plastic cups, beads, cigarette butts, and the occasional shirt all gave subtle clues to the party from the previous night, and the air smelled cool with the faintest hint of stale beer.
Blue Heaven hid itself down a backstreet, a landmark breakfast place for visitors and locals alike. By eight in the morning, the line would stretch out the door. Cole walked in at 0720 and sat at the shantytown-styled bar perched on a sand floor. Coffee and banana bread gave him new energy and he passed the time watching a rooster chase chickens around the plastic patio furniture that served as the outdoor dining room. Delaney would be underway at 0900, and Cole hoped to watch her out to sea from Mallory Square. He ate the last crumb of bread soaked in butter, finished one more cup of coffee, settled his bill with an attractive raven-haired bartender, and was on his way.
The walk to Mallory Square was pleasant in the morning air. The breeze blew soft against Cole’s face as he walked, a light mood settling in around him as taxis and scooters made their way up and down the street. Key West went to sleep each night like a stumbling drunken fool, but the town recovered each morning with a renewed vigor and freshness that kept its inhabitants coming back for more. Reaching the square, Cole pressed his forearms against the railing and looked out over the bluish-green water, breathing the salt air deep into his lungs. Sunset Key, across the channel, was manicured and the resort-style bungalows tucked among palm trees had a look of tropical luxury. The white sand beaches were all freshly raked. It was the kind of picturesque landscape one saw in advertisements, and was the image most thought of when the word Caribbean was spoken. Just to the north, Wisteria Island sat windswept and barren. The gnarled underbrush that covered the island looked inhospitable and cruel. The mess of mangrove and brush extended itself out over the water, a stretch of sandy beach barely visible underneath. Cole looked back and forth at the two islands, wondering which of the two was the true Caribbean.
Meanwhile Delaney was backing away from the pier at the Coast Guard base a few hundred yards to the north and east. Her stern crept closer to Wisteria Island until she shifted her rudders and swung hard in place, pointing her bow south toward open water. In his mind, Cole could hear the barking of orders and see Walters fidgeting in her chair and craning her neck as the two dozen crew members shuffled about on the bridge. Delaney inched ahead until she was centered in the channel and picked up speed as it approached Mallory Square. The lookouts were leaning against the railing talking to each other, and Cole couldn’t help but let out a hearty laugh and shake his head.
The boatswain’s mates were hard at work on the weather decks, dragging the heavy waterlogged mooring lines back and forth, stowing them below decks until their next port call. He could almost hear them ribbing each other and re-telling tales from the night before. Crew members stood on the flight deck, resting their arms on the railing and staring back towards Key West, no doubt with faded memories of the previous night replaying in their heads. Delaney knifed ahead through the calm waters and disappeared around Cut Bravo, pointing back towards the straits. The ship disappeared and Cole felt a deep and bittersweet sadness.
All at once he also felt a longing for the swells under his feet and the dark open sea. In less than a day, he already missed it. Standing only a few feet above the water, Cole felt detached from the sea and some gnawing urge to be on it again occupied his mind. The same longing for adventure burned in his soul and he watched with curiosity as cruising sailboats and center consoles motored past. Surely he could pick up a job with the U.S. Customs agents, or the local police, or even as a Fish and Wildlife Conservation agent. It was time to turn a new leaf and as the first beads of sweat formed on his upper lip, Cole left the square and headed back towards the boardwalk.
He went back to his hotel and cleaned himself up as best he could. After a shower and shave, Cole changed into some clean clothes and looked at himself in the mirror. He looked for some time and assured himself that he would do just fine in whatever job lay ahead. With that, he headed down to the lobby and pulled up a chair next to a courtesy phone. Thumbing through a phone book, he found numbers for the Key West police, the local Fish and Wildlife Conservation Commission office, and the U.S. Customs office. He dialed each and managed to set up appointments throughout the day to fill out applications. Feeling confident, he set out and made his way around town. The local police department seemed promising and was interested in Cole’s experience. The officer Cole spoke with made it sound like a sure thing and the paperwork was nothing more than a formality. When it asked for his past supervisor, Cole hesitated for a second, but then listed Potts and his email address on Delaney.
Once done there, Cole did the same thing with the Fish and Wildlife Conservation Commission, who also seemed interested in his skills as a boarding officer. After the same paperwork drill, Cole left feeling good about his prospects. His last stop for the day was with the U.S. Customs office. An agent met him at the front door and walked Cole back to a conference room where they both sat down. In his third meeting of the day, Cole felt good and answered the agent’s questions assertively. After some time, the question came up about Cole’s employment with the Coast Guard.
Cole was as honest as he felt was appropriate, but the agent pressed the issue as to why Cole had separated so suddenly. Feeling no need to hide the truth, Cole explained the incident off of Colombia and saw the expression change on the agent’s face. The agent nodded along as Cole explained his situation. After a few more minutes, the agent looked away from Cole for a moment, then back at him and said matter-of-factly, “Sorry, Cole, but I just don’t think you’d make it past the selection process with a history like that.”
Cole thought for a second and tried to think of something to say, but nothing came to his mind. It was awkward as the agent escorted Cole back out and shook his hand before sending him off. It was not the end to his day that Cole had expected, but he knew he still had a good chance with the other local agencies. By then it was late afternoon, and Cole walked for a bit around the town to clear his head. He knew it would be a few days before he’d hear back from the police or the Fish and Wildlife agents, and even longer before he’d go through their initial training and start a job, so Cole weighed his options as he walked down to the boardwalk and along the waterfront.
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The afternoon was on its last breath when Cole walked up to find the Yankee Freedom II tied to her berth. She was a high-speed catamaran that had just come back in from one of her daily trips. The passengers now gone, some of the crew walked about cleaning up from the day. Cole walked out onto the pier and caught some movement in the cabin. He called out a loud, “Hello.” A tanned stranger of Cole’s age stepped out onto the aft deck and said hello back.
Cole cleared his throat and asked matter-of-factly, “Don’t suppose you’re hiring any deckhands?”
The figure smiled, laughing almost at Cole’s direct line of questioning and asked back, “Do you know your way around a boat?”
Cole’s turn to smile, he replied with a chuckle, “More than I care to admit. My name is Cole and I’m just looking for some work around here. I just got out of the Coast Guard, so yeah, I’m pretty good on a boat.”
His counterpart replied, “I’m Kevin and I run the deckhands. If you’re serious, we can talk over a beer.”
Kevin looked the part. He was about Cole’s height, of similar build, and wore a faded pair of cotton shorts low on his waist with a white t-shirt stained as one would imagine from a day’s work in the sun and salt. He had short dark hair and a distinct laugh that revealed a laissez-faire approach to all things in life.
Cole offered to buy the first round.
Needing to clean a few things up, Kevin invited Cole up before ducking back inside the cabin. Cole, now alone on the aft deck, instinctively went about tightening the lines over to the dock and cleaned up the bitter ends, coiling them neatly beside their cleats. The cat bobbed gently and the fiberglass deck felt good under Cole’s feet. He kicked off his flip flops and reflected on the significance of the moment. He was on a boat again, but this time on his own terms. Suddenly the ocean wasn’t so far away and by simply standing on a deck devoid of military protocol and nonsensical tension, Cole felt a renewed appreciation for the calming force of the sea. It was a feeling he’d cherished as a cadet at the Coast Guard Academy each time he set sail down the Thames River, pointed towards Long Island Sound and the cold Atlantic Ocean beyond. The sea always meant freedom, and here Cole felt it once again. On the deck of this catamaran, a boat he’d known for only a few minutes, he recognized in himself that his love for adventure and open water had never left him. Two years on Delaney had only buried that feeling, and it had remained hidden and dormant until this moment.