Zoren I am feeling grateful that she's not in front of me at the moment. I'm afraid that if I saw her, I might throw something at her out of irritation and frustration. Honestly, I am trying my best to keep my calm, but she's testing my patience. It's becoming increasingly difficult to tolerate her behavior. "No need to swear to God, Allison, I gave you too many chances," I told Allison that I could not trust her anymore with Zayn's tracking device and location. She had done something wrong a few days ago and pleaded with me, and I forgave her mistake. However, she did it again, and I could not let it pass anymore. If I don't take any action now, she might do it again and disappoint me further. Allison needs to learn her lesson, and I should find someone else I can trust. I should find

