Zoren My brother left my room after telling me all the s**t he has on his mind about me. Zayn is being a d**k! He is getting on my nerves and treating me like a disgrace to our family already. He was acting like I did so much sin to him when in fact he was the one who did a lot to our family. I just love and show affection to someone I care about and someone I truly appreciate which is Brandon. What was wrong with that? And so what if we had s*x? So what if I am gay? Can't they accept who I am and be proud of me? I showed a lot of respect to everyone. I already proved myself to them for so many years. Maybe it is time for me to show them who I truly love and who I am. There were a lot of things running through my mind. From my brother to Noah and to Brandon. And of course about my pare

