Zoren
I don't think he will be happy to hear what happened earlier when I visited my other friend Brandon. What happened earlier is out of my hands and it was out of control. I did not even expect that Brandon would push me away after seeing me in front of his house. I thought he would be happy to see me. I thought he would kiss me and appreciate my effort to make the first move by seeing him. But it was different. That is not what he did and I will admit, I was disappointed. That was too much heartbreak especially when I saw him in the coffee shop of Wendy with the person who almost killed me and two important persons in my life. That was the worst part of what happened earlier and as much as possible I don't want to share that with him. I don't want him to feel sorry for me. I don't wa
