Zoren
I shook my head to answer his request. I will never call him big brother again and I don't want to give him false hope so as much as possible, I want to be transparent with him by my decision. I don't want him to think that there will be even a tiny chance that I will call him again for what he wants.
"No, Zayn," I said to him. I don't mind if he looked so down and sad because of my reply. I want him to realize by himself why I would not want to call him my big brother again. I am sure he can answer himself. I want him to change and to be a better person and a brother to me. Also to be a better son to our parents so he can earn our respect and I can call him my big brother again even though we are old for that.
"Why?" he asked me, his voice was so low now and I could see that he
