Chapter 2 I knew, when arriving in Spain, that I wasn’t supposed to be there. I knew, when I ended a five years relationship, and even before that, that it was meant to end from the very start. I also knew, when doing past life regressions, that I wasn’t solving my past as much as I was preparing myself for a future ahead, in which Gloria would be included, as if one thousand years back in time had to fit within the present. Nonetheless, despite knowing all these things, I couldn’t stop my anxieties, fears, worries and desires, all of which built up the storms of my own ignorance. The storms pulled me towards many women that were pulled away as fast as they fell in love with me. I met many beautiful women that were as much in love with me as I was with them, and I could see how we we

