Alpha's slave

chapter 17

Kane P.O.V

I sat there in silence , thinking what to do next . I truly full bad and sad . The guilty was eating me piece by piece. I stood up from my chair and walked to the window . I looked up Moon goddess please help me through this and I promise to change . I took a moment of silence and I started singing my favorite song. I aways sing it whenever I feel sad or hurt

"Hurt" by Johnny Cash:

I hurt myself today

To see if I can feel

Try to find out a little bit

The better way to deal

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The visible reminders

Are what I conceal

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

And you can have it all

My empire of dirt

You can crawl

You can walk

You can scream

You can die too

It's just a mask

Just a face

Just a voice

Just a gun

Pointed at your head

You can have it all

My empire of dirt

You can crawl

You can walk

You can scream

You can die too

If I could start again

A million miles away

I'd make sure that I

Never gave up the fight

😊 I went back to my chair and sat down, staring at the walls, feeling like I was suffocating under the weight of my own guilt. The memory of what I'd done played in my head like a broken record, and I couldn't shake the feeling that I'd lost something precious.

I had hurt someone I cared about deeply, and the thought of her hating me was eating me alive.😊 Every moment that passed felt like an eternity, and the silence was deafening. I was trapped in a nightmare, replaying the hurtful words I'd spoken, and wondering how I could've been so careless. The pain I felt was nothing compared to what I'd caused, and I knew I'd never forgive myself if I lost her because of my stupidity. 😊 I really went to hard on her .I know right now she hates me so much that I can't change that but I had my own reasons why I did this . I don't know if she will understand that I was blinded by revenge .I wanted her to feel every pain me and my sister we went through . I wish I could tell her that I was not the monster she was taking me as .I wish I really wish . But I can't change anything that hurts even more than anything. After some moments alone I decided to go check on her . I went through the pack finding few people walking and most of them were guards they bow down and greeted me I replied and move to the pack house .When i arrived I saw only maid they welcomed me with a smile but I knew it was out of fear.