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10.

It seems like I've been on a roller coaster since last night and I've just gotten off it. It is only at this point that the realization of the dizzying ride seems to set in.

The tea warms my hands but my body remains cold. I think back to what just happened in the car and feel the fear rising within me. The threats were at first distant but now they were getting very close and this scared me.

"Hey, look at me. Try to breathe easy, you're safe here" Liz says as she takes the tea from my hands and puts it on the table.

When I look at her I realize I'm lost. Ever since last night I know my feelings are deeper that I want to admit and maybe that's also the reason for my rejection. At that moment I immediately regretted my comment, I had no idea why I wanted to make it so clear that I was only interested in men. Probably because this is the first time I have feelings like that for a woman? When I saw the painful look in her eyes after that rejection, I felt a cramp in my stomach of regret. Before I knew it she was already gone and I didn't dare to do anything with it anymore.

"Where are you with your head, beauty?" and as she says so she takes her hand from mine and puts it on my neck.

“You are beautiful” I say with a whisper, it was the first thing that pops up in my mind.. I see her eyebrows contract but also her pupils enlarge.

It is as if she is playing a dialogue within herself. While doing this she runs her finger through my hair. I feel the shiver this gives me and my hair stands up straight. This feeling she gives me is so good that I don't want anything else at the moment..

"I don't really know what to do with you, Em.. You give different signals and I don't know how to act. And normally I have no problem with that so I think it would be useful for you to tell me what you want me to do, this one time can you take the lead” and simultaneously she intertwines her fingers in my hair and makes a fist. Her tone is commanding and this tone gets me excited; I feel myself becoming moist and my breathing is shallow. She grins and I know she realizes the effect she's having on me.

"Tell me, what do you want me to do?" and she pulls at my hair causing my head to tilt and comes closer. I can feel her breathing on my lips and it’s like I can almost taste her

"K-kiss me please"

And the moment I say please she fervently presses her lips against mine. Her other arm goes around my waist and pushes me closer, I am completely surrounded by her now and it feels so good that I let go of all thoughts completely. She bites my lip gently causing me to open my mouth and her tongue intertwines with mine.

I feel myself getting even more excited and all I want is more, to feel more and to feel her touch. I slide even closer, landing on her lap but our lips don't lose contact. I grab her shirt with my hands because it's so intense I need to hold on to something.

Her hand lets go of my hair and at that moment she turns us around and lies on top of me, on the couch.

She stops the kiss and I let out a moan of frustration. She looks at me with lust but I also see an insecurity in her eyes, in a hoarse voice I hear her say

"I'll give you one more chance to stop this, but know there's no going back after this. I want you but I want you to be sure too"

Her words make all kinds of thoughts running through my head;

Do I want this? There are so many circumstances around it that makes it difficult, for example my father.. What would he think? But he's got nothing to do with it now Em, you'll worry about that later.. So do I want this? Yes, right now I want nothing more than to taste her, to feel her and to be absorbed in the moment. Since my answer is taking a little longer because I can't put my thoughts into words yet, I feel Liz pull away, probably taking the silence as an answer that I don't want to do this.

But this time I won't let her go and I throw my arms around her neck and pull her towards me. I kiss her softly this time, trying to make my answer clear.

"Words, Beauty, I need words" Liz says between kisses.

Without hesitation, this time I say "Yes" with conviction.

And we continue our fiery session. She puts her knee between my legs and I feel her hand crawl under my shirt. Slowly she grinds her knee against me and when she grabs my breasts with her hand at that moment, I feel the excitement in my body and I let out a hoarse moan. She pulls my bra down exposing my breasts, she grabs my n****e between her thumb and index finger and rolls it in between, then she squeezes it hard.

Because of all these incentives; her knee pressing against my c******s, her tongue in my mouth and the exhilarating pain in my n****e, I feel the fluid trickling into my panties and all I can think about now is finding my release. I go along with the movements and hear myself moan even more.

Her kisses travel from my jawline to my ear, where she gently bites my earlobe. After this she continues to my neck down to my collarbone. Here I feel her softly nibbling.

I've never felt like this before; my body reacting to her like this, the need I have to feel her but also to want her. Everything makes me completely immersed in the moment and my hands also explore her body.

I try to take off her shirt but she grabs my hands and pins them over my head.

"Slow down, beauty.. We've got plenty of time and the waiting might make it all the sweeter don’t you think" she says with a wink "Also Kate drops by in a minute and I don't think you'll like that she can tell with just one look, what we just did"

"Oo f*ck, I completely forgot" and as I say this, with a pout, I seem completely out of breath.

This makes Liz laugh out loud. This is the first time I see her actually smiling and it makes her look carefree and beautiful.

"You should smile more, it suits you" and I run my fingers over her face. We look at each other in silence for a moment and Liz leans towards me and brings our foreheads together "I'll try" she whispers and then gives me a loving kiss. At that moment the elevator bell rings because someone is coming up. Liz pulls back and says "Aah, there's Kate already... She is the only one who has the code to come up with the elevator" she adds explaining when she sees my questioning look. As a result, I immediately feel the uncertainty seeping into my body and I feel myself stiffen.

Liz seems to sense this because when she stands up she grabs my hand and says "I only have eyes for you", she kisses the back of my hand and she walks towards the elevator to greet Kate.

At that moment I feel the butterflies in my stomach rising and I know I'm in big trouble..