Jessica didn't hated Emily , she hated that when Matt is with Emily he forgets her . Jessica tries hard to convince herself that she loves Matt but she is not in love with him . This is a lie that she tells herself . But does it comforts her no ?
She was craving for Matt , not for his body but she was missing the girl she was when she was with Matt . His tender eyes who had nothing but love for her . His gentle touch , the intimacy they shared . She was craving for all of that and she didn't wanted Matt to have this with anyone else . She was feeling like she will lose Matt to Emily .
She was struggling with her feelings . She could not leave Tyler because he was the key to all her dreams and at the same time she could not let Tyler leave with him . She was unsure about what she wanted .
