His Hidden World

Chapter Twelve

Daniels POV

I sent her back home, she was still in shock and was shivering. I went inside her house and made sure that Carly doesn't do anything bad. I lay her on the bed and covered her with a blanket, when I was about to leave she grabbed my hand and said to me to stay with her until she fells asleep. Seconds later she was starting to sweat and having some bad dreams, I didn't want to see that happening so I lay beside Carly and hugged her and I started singing ''Brahms Lullaby''.

-''Lullaby, and good night, in the skies stars are bright.

May the moon, silvery beams, bring you with dreams.

Close you eyes, now and rest, may these hours be blessed.

Till the sky's bright with dawn, when you wake with a yawn.

Lullaby, and good night, you are my delight.

I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms.

As I was singing my voice broke, tears roll into my cheeks like a river. But still I continued singing it, this song I used to sing to my sister when she couldn't fell asleep. It made me thought of my sister but also how much Carly means to me.

Sleepyhead, close your eyes, for I'm right beside you.

Guardian angels are near, so sleep without fear.

Lullaby, and good night, with roses, bedight.

Lilies o'er head lay thee down in thy bed.

Lullaby, and good night, you are my delight.

I'll protect you from harm, and you'll wake in my arms.

Lullaby, and sleep tight, my darling sleeping.

On sheets white as cream, with the head full of dreams.

Sleepyhead, close your eyes, I'm right beside you.

Lay thee down now and rest, may you slumble the best.''

When I finished singing it I released Carly from my hug and kissed her in the forehead.

-''Goodnight my love.''

And I left her house without anyone seeing me, as quickly as I could I hopped on my motorcycle and went back to my house.

I can't believe that because of me Carly got hurt and almost got r***d, I knew this is going to happen but why didn't I push her away. I always pushed away others, so why didn't I push away Carly too.. It's my fault why Carly got hurt, it's all my fault. Why always the people around me get hurt? Am I cursed? Why it happens to me, someone explain me? Anyone? Please! My voice broke and I started crying, yeah the baddest boy started crying. I am not strong as I appear to be, deep down inside my heart is full with scars and injuries that I got from others, they say words are the most powerful weapon and it's true. I pretend to act like I don't care and I do that but when I am alone, I break.

Now I know, and I am sure, that Carly will leave me, they always leave.

Tears went down to my cheeks like a river, deep inside it hurt me. Words can't explain that feeling all you feel is the pain that comes from your heart.

I got up of my bed grabbed a chair and throw it in the mirror, it broke down just like my heart did. My heart is broken in a million pieces and I can do nothing about it.

-''No, no!!'' I started shouting, I don't wanna see her leave, I don't wanna lose her. I can't live if she leaves me, I will try my best to protect her, if needed even with my life.

She is the only girl that made me feel like this she is very special to me, she is my smile, my sunshine, my everything and I can't live without her.

I don't want to live without her.

A life without Carly is meaningless.

I lay on the floor feeling numb for some minutes but then it clicked to me, I know who did that to Carly! There is only one person who can do that, I will find him and I will put him in the deeps of hell, who does he think he is, hurting my Carly..

Robert Gordon my mortal enemy known as the Emily's brother. He has always hated me and is very jealous of me, we are enemies from the beginning in elementary school. He always envied me, but that is not the reason why he did that to Carly I know there is more. There must be something else why he did that.

Not even looking at the clock I went to Roberts house, I shouted his name.

-''Robert come inside immediately!''

With few more shouts he opened the door and got outside, Emily on her window watching me with confused look.

Robert: ''Why are you shouting at the middle of the night Daniel? What do you want?''

-''What do I want huh?'' I gave him a huge blow on his top of the head and then I slammed my forehead across his nose, breaking his disgusting nose that sticks in everyone's business.

Emily from above started screaming and crying, telling me to stop. But who is she to tell me to stop.

He stayed shocked but then Robert punched me in the back of my neck, making me lose my balance. Darkness overwhelmed me and I started punching like mad man, Robert saw me and immediately put himself in defense mode.

Repaying him back I punched him in the middle of his throat, which I caused damage to his airway.I kept my elbow bent at a thirty-fourty five degree angle in front of my face, and kept your hands up at all times. Robert started kicking me on the legs and my stomach, I couldn't feel any pain I felt more and more angry. I stomped on his instep, landing my heel as hard as I could on the instep of his foot, he yelped in pain.

Wanting to end the fight I hit Robert under their rib cage on his right side. Making him feel extreme amount of pain and incapacitated him for quite some time. Yeah he deserves that, feel that pain! This is not even close to the pain you caused to Carly.

-''Why did you hurt Carly? Answer me!'' As I was about to punch him, he finally said.

Robert: ''Wait!'' I released him.

He continued ''I did that because of you. You always play around with my sister even if you don't love her, she cries for you dumb a*s. Go kill yourself!''

-''I told her since I met her and hundred times later that I don't love nor I will have, but she doesn't listen to what I say she hears what she wants to hear. I can explain it to you but I can't understand it for you. Well stupidity is not a crime, so you're free to go. And for killing myself, if I wanted to kill myself I would climb up your ego and jump down to your IQ level.''

Robert: ''I trust my sister and I know she is not lying, she even has a video of you two recorded. Besides you i***t don't insult me or you are going to regret.''

-''Let me see that video of me and your s**t sister, and Robert you must have been born on a highway, because that's where most accidents, happen. Well show me the video! Oh you don't have it? Yeah because that is not true! And don't ever try to harm Carly or I will hurt your all family sent them in living hell and will go to jail if I want.''

Emily came outside.

*''I am sorry Robert, it's all my fault'' she looked at her brother with sad eyes.

Robert: ''Emily no!''

*''Daniel I told him to hurt Carly, I can't say I am sorry because I am not. You love Carly and I can see it from your eyes, you always look at her and care for her. Who is she, to steal you from me? I have always been by your side, helping you. And then there she comes out of nowhere and you fell in love with her. Why? What does she have that I don't have?'' she started shouting and crying.

-''She has a lot things that you don't even know what they are, she is strong and beautiful from inside out. You harm people while she can't even harm a little ant, she cares about everyone. She is an angel, and she definitely didn't steal me from you because I was never yours.''

With that I left them behind, turned on my Suzuki and went to a quiet place to release my anger and my pain. Now all I have to wait is for Carly, to listen what she has to say to me. Will she leave me or will she stay..

The next morning, I didn't even sleep I got up from my bed got dressed up and went at school. I waited for Carly at the front gate.

As soon as I saw her, I grabbed Carly's hand and dragged her.

''What are you doing? Where are we going?'' I didn't say anything, I remained silent.

I dragged her near a park where are no people around, it was empty. Perfect place for me to talk with Carly about everything that happened.

''Do you have something to tell me?'' I looked down but then I stared at her beautiful blue eyes, my heart started beating fast, my hands started sweating and my throat was dried.

-''Carly... I am sorry.''

''Why are you apologizing?''

-''For yesterday..''

''But you did nothing wrong, you helped me, saved me from those guys.''

-''It's my fault why they attacked you, their leader is my enemy. They hurt you because they know how much you mean to me, how much I care about you.''

''It's o..'' I interrupted her.

-''Stop! Just listen to what I have to say.

Look Carly, from the moment I saw you I knew that you are special. You did things that no one ever did to me, I don't know how but I started to feel something that I never had felt before. You suddenly became everything to me, you are the nicest, prettiest girl I have ever met. I wake up every morning thinking of you and then I roll over and see your smiling face. I know we can disagree, and I can make you mad, I love making you mad, you look so cute while angry.

I was scared to love you at first, in fear that you would hurt me, but I did anyway willingly or not willingly and it was the best choice I ever made. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and rolling over and finding out you were only a dream. If this is a dream world, Baby, then don't wake me up because you're the one and only for me. I love you with everything I have and would give you my life if needed. I love you with all my heart.

Yes I have fallen in love with you, I love you. I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you how much you mean to me. I hardly understand what I feel for you, and don't know how these long, sleepless nights, thinking only of you can go one. I have never felt like this before. I don't know how to pour out my feelings for you now.

I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you and love you, but words continue to elude me. I'm afraid it's no use, every time I look at you, the words come out the same. I know they say there is no perfect person, but for me you are the most perfect person in the world. I love you Carly! And I promise I will protect you with all my strength, I won't allow others to lay a finger on you. Haha I can't believe I told you all this, I guess my shield isn't working on you. It's okay if you don't give me a reply for my feelings right now. I can wait for you no matter how long it will take.''

With my words in Carly's eyes were forming tears, one escaped from her eye and my heart started aching.

''It's not your fault for what happened Daniel, don't blame yourself!'' she came near me and puts her small hand on my face, holding it.

''You are my hero, my prince in the shinny armor. I don't know I am going to say this but same thing happens to me from the day I have met you. We always were arguing but every time we argued something in my heart started moving. Every time I saw you random animals would come and live in my stomach, so many night I couldn't sleep thinking about you. Daniel you live in my mind 24/7 and you can't leave from my thoughts. I am not good at these nights but I..um...I..ugh I mean I love you too Daniel, with all my heart. You mean a lot to me, I love you to the universe and back.''

I looked her and smiled so brightly, I felt like dancing, my insides were screaming from the joy. She smiled too so beautifully I had never seen it before. I wanted to hug her and kiss her all over her body.

I starred at her lips wanting to kiss her, I came nearer and nearer her and then I put my lips to hers, give her a few soft pecks on the lips, then I opened my mouth slightly leading her into a French kiss, I twirled my tongue around hers. Her soft delicious lips and tongue made me kiss them even more, i couldn't get enough of her. This is heaven for me and she is my angel. I pulled back and wrapped my lips around the tip of her tongue, I sucked on it gently touching her lips. Her lips are the tastiest, sweetest, they reminded me of chocolate, they melted me.

After the kiss I hugged her so tight reminding her how much I love her.

-''I love you so damn much Carly.''

''I love you too, Daniel.''

-''I will make you the happiest girl on earth I promise you, ah I am so lucky that I have you.''

''I am already the happiest girl, I have a hot, lovely, caring with one word full package boyfriend.'' I smiled at her sentence and kissed her on the cheeks and then in the forehead.

-''I love you, my queen.''

''I love you too, my king.'' And then she leaned on kissing me, I smirked and let her play with my lips. We kissed for the second time this one was a normal kiss, wait what am I saying. It was like a blessing to me, I licked her lips and then I bite it slowly not wanting to hurt her. She yelped in pleasure and copied me doing the same thing to me, leaving me breathless.

-''Come lets sit on a bench I want you to hear one song.''

When I sat down she was standing I asked why isn't she sitting she grinned and then she sat on my lap I looked in her eyes and kissed her she giggled, and then I grabbed my phone, played ''J.R.A. - By chance'' and started singing along.

She listened very carefully and till the end she was smiling and her cheeks were red like tomato while there is me in the other side, my heart was beating like crazy and sometimes my voice didn't cooperate with me, that's what happens when you don't sing. I didn't know if she likes it or not, I was nervous with her reaction. When I finished singing it she clapped and then kissed me.

''Is this reality?'' she said.

-''It is real. And it's gonna stay that way all the eternity.''

We intertwined our fingers, her hand was perfectly sized for my hand as made special for me.

-''I love you so much babe, that you can't even imagine.''