Nightshade Pack smells exactly the same.
Pine, wet earth, woodsmoke, and too many wolves.
I stood at the border stones with Leo's hand in mine and my father's old truck rattling behind us, and for a second I couldn't breathe. Five years in Detroit with car exhaust, bleach and human food had made me forget how loud a pack smells. Every scent is a memory.
The border patrol stepped out from the trees before we could cross.
Three warriors. I knew two of them. Jax and Milo. They had pulled my hair and called me "wolfless waste" when I was twelve.
They stared at me now.
I was not the girl who ran away in a torn blue dress anymore.
My hair was longer, white-blonde now - the white wolf was bleaching it from the inside. I was taller. My body had filled out after pregnancy. I wore human clothes - a black coat, jeans, boots that were scuffed - but my neck was straight and my silver eyes were out. I stopped hiding them three years ago when I realized no human could tell what they were.
And I was holding a child.
Jax's eyes dropped to Leo. Leo, who was wearing his little dinosaur backpack and his favorite green jacket, and was looking up at the huge wolves with open curiosity, not fear like any child of his age should have.
Jax inhaled.
Every warrior inhales when a pup is near. Instinct.
His face went white.
"Holy -" Milo breathed. "That scent -"
"Alpha," Jax barked into his radio, his voice shaking. "Alpha, you need to get to the north border. Now."
Leo tugged my coat. "Mama, why are they scared?"
"They're not scared, baby," I whispered, kneeling to zip his jacket higher. My hands were shaking. "They're just... surprised."
My Mate was close. I could feel it.
My white wolf was pacing now, frantic after five years of quiet. She could smell him. On the wind. Pine and blood and curse.
No. Not now. Not yet. I need to bury my mother first.
We walked past them. They didn't stop us. They followed at a distance, radios crackling.
The pack clearing came into view.
Nothing had changed. The same packhouse - huge log mansion with Alpha flags. The same temple. The same bonfire pit where I was rejected.
But there were more people. Cars I didn't recognize. Scent of a different pack - sharper, more eastern. Sorphim's pack. She was here. Of course she was here. Trying to play Luna at my mother's funeral.
My father was waiting on the porch of our old house. He looked ten years older. His hair was all gray. When he saw me, he broke.
He ran and pulled me and Leo into his arms, sobbing. "Aston. My Aston. You came. You look - you look like her. You look like your mother when she was young."
Leo went stiff in a stranger's hug, then patted my father's back awkwardly the way I do when he's upset. My father laughed through tears and pulled back to look at him.
"And you must be Leo."
Leo stared. "Do you know where my father is?"
My father's face crumpled. He looked at me, panicked.
Before I could answer, the air changed.
The wind shifted. And every wolf in the clearing stopped talking.
You can feel an Alpha King before you see him. The pressure drops. The hairs on your neck rise. Pups whimper.
I felt him and my entire body went hot, then cold.
My rejected mate.
Vale came out of the packhouse.
He was bigger. Five years had made him broader, harder. The curse veins that had been only on his shoulder now crawled down his left arm to his elbow, black and pulsing. He wore a black suit for the funeral, but his top buttons were undone, as if he couldn't breathe. His hair was messy. He hadn't slept.
He wasn't alone. A woman clung to his arm. Beautiful, tall, eastern features, hair black as ink. Sorphim.
She was saying something to him, smiling, but he wasn't listening. He was sniffing the air. His golden eyes - still cursed, still flickering black - were scanning the crowd wildly.
Then they landed on me.
He stopped dead on the top step.
For three seconds, nobody moved.
I saw his face go through everything I had seen that night five years ago, but slower. Recognition and shock. Then that same raw, broken relief, but now mixed with something feral.
He inhaled, deep, and his eyes rolled back slightly.
My scent. My white wolf scent. Stronger now, mature.
"Aston," he said. It wasn't loud, but every wolf heard it. His voice was ruined.
Sorphim's smile froze. She followed his stare to me, then to Leo.
Vale's gaze dropped to Leo.
Leo, who had let go of my hand and stepped forward half a step, his little chest puffed out, his golden brown eyes locked on Vale with an intensity that was not a four-year-old's.
They stared at each other.
Same eyes. Same scowl. Same way of standing with feet too far apart to take up space.
Leo tilted his head. "Are you my father?"
Silence.
You could hear the funeral wind chimes.
Vale came down the steps. One. Two. Three. Four. He didn't take his eyes off Leo. He knelt, right there in the mud, so he was eye level with my son.
Up close, I could see his curse veins were worse than I thought. They were almost to his wrist now. He was dying.
He reached out - hesitated - then very gently, with a hand that was shaking, touched Leo's cheek.
Leo didn't flinch. He leaned into it.
The moment their skin touched, both of them gasped.
Leo's eyes flashed full gold. Vale's curse veins pulsed once, black to white to black, and the pain lines around his eyes smoothed for one heartbeat.
The crowd gasped.
"A pup -" someone whispered. "That pup has Varog eyes -"
Sorphim made a small, choked sound. "Vale? What... what is this?"
Vale didn't answer her. He looked up at me, still kneeling, still holding my son's face, and his golden eyes were wet.
"Aston," he said again, voice broken open. "You had my pup?"
I finally found my voice. It was ice.
"I had my son," I said. "The same night you called me nothing and threw me away like trash. So don't touch him."
Leo looked between us, confused. "Mama?"
Vale stood up slowly. He was so close I could smell him again. That pine, that blood. My wolf was howling "mine" inside me and I hated her for it.
He looked at Leo, then at me, then at Sorphim, then back at the pack that was now whispering so loud it was a roar.
Then he did something no Alpha King has ever done at a funeral.
He turned to the pack and roared.
"Everyone inside the packhouse. NOW. No one leaves Nightshade until I say so."
He grabbed my wrist and Leo's little hand.
"Aston Kaval is not leaving this territory again," he announced. "Not without my name."
Sorphim's face twisted.
My father stepped forward, terrified. "Vale, this is her mother's funeral -"
"It will be held tomorrow," Vale cut him off, eyes still on me. "After the paternity test."
I yanked my wrist. "I don't need your test -"
"YOU WILL TAKE IT," he snarled, then caught himself, his voice dropping, begging. "Please. Please, Aston. Let me know if he's mine. If you both are mine to protect."
Leo squeezed my hand. "Mama, I like him. He smells like me."
And that - that innocent sentence - broke me more than the rejection ever had.