The last white werewolf

We rebuild our life again

I was on my way to the infirmary to see how Marco and my uncle were feeling while Aunt Jas was busy looking for relatives or close relatives of the deceased to say goodbye. I told her I would pay them a visit at the infirmary to check them.It's almost five o'clock in the afternoon and after I finish here I'll meet Ellie in the living room. As I passed the reception I walked down the halls of the infirmary until I found my uncle's room, I knocked lightly on the door and then entered.

-Hey Uncle Mike ..how are you feeling? He lay in bed while a monitor measured his vital functions.

-Hey niece, I feel better, the doctors said that by tomorrow I will be like new! He was happy he didn't have to spend more days here, he hates hospitals!

-Good to know ..but how is Marco feeling?

-He's fine too, the doctors will discharge him tonight.

-Ok ..I'll stop by before I leave ..do you need anything?

-Not my dear, just Jas and a little sleep ..these sedatives make me sleep constantly ..

-Okay then, I'll tell my aunt to come when she finishes talking to the relatives of the deceased. I'll let you rest, see you tomorrow morning! I kissed his forehead and then left the room heading to Marco.Marco's room was at the end of the hall so it didn't take me more than a few seconds to reach his door. I was knocking on his door when suddenly a nurse opened the door to get out of the room..well I synchronized badly.

-Hey Marco, how are you feeling? I started to hate this question, I used it so much that it became a simple question that lost its meaning. He sat on the edge of the bed and drank a glass of water and then turned his head towards me.

-Hey Luna, I feel much better now, tonight the doctors will discharge me.

-Yeah, your father already told me. I'm glad you're ok! I smiled at him and then sat down next to him for a few moments.

-Hey Marco .. I appreciate the fact that you helped us means a lot to me!

-Don't worry Luna, it was a pleasure to be able to help you! He smiled at me and then I got up to make room for him to lie back in bed.

-We'll have the funeral at eight so I should leave but Alex will get here before you discharge!

-Don't worry ..I can't stay. I'm sorry, but I have to take care of the chores instead of my father, and as you can see, I'm a little lazy before I go home. We both laughed now ..I never knew he was the kind of man who likes to sit idle and do nothing.

-Oh .. ok then .. Well, considering that you're leaving, I'll say goodbye to you now, stay safe and if you ever need help, just call! I gave him a hug and then got ready to go out.

-Sure Luna, I hope we meet at the next ball in a few weeks ..right ?

-Oh..I forgot about the ball..sure! As long as no one else takes us again unprepared!

-Don't worry .. everything will be fine. Be safe and see you soon!

-Safe drive Marco , bye!

It was time to go to the pack house to meet Ellie. She's the person who needs someone with her more than ever now and I intend to be her unconditional support ... well after Ryan of course.

I was already in the living room when I saw Sarah devastated by the pain ... then I really saw how much pain Dylan's war caused.

-Sarha I'm sorry for the loss! If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

-Thank you Luna, I will take a few free hours to prepare my son's body personal if you don't mind!

-Don’t worry ..if you want you can take some time off the whole next week.

-Thank you Luna, I'll do it! I will never be able to understand the pain of a mother when she loses her children .. I can imagine how she feels but I hope that I will never have the opportunity to feel this pain on my own skin ! While I was waiting for Ellie I sat on the couch lost in thought ..I remember when Moon Goddess told me that I would soon have an heir and I can't help but think what would have happened if already I had him .. I could be in Sarah's place with a broken heart unable to gather myself.Starting tomorrow we will start by rebuilding a new life .. from the perspective many things need to be changed but I am confident that we will all succeed together.It will be a lot of hard work but in the end everything will settle down as it should from the beginning, we must stop the wars and the hatred that grinds on each of us even our insecurities can start a fight at any time.

I could hear Ellie's footsteps approaching me so I got up from the couch waiting for her.

-Hey Ellie, I already know a lot of people ask you the question "How are you feeling?" but I want to ask you what you need? Her face no longer looks as pale as it did a few hours ago, which means that sleep helped her a little.

-Hey ..thanks for that ..I don't think I can bear to hear this question again! Everyone treats me like I'm made of glass and at any moment I'm going to break into pieces ... I need a distraction so after the funeral please give me something to do even if Ryan has something to object to .

-Sure ..well then so that no one has anything to object to, I will give you an order so no one will say anything. Sounds ok?

-Sure Cali ..thank you for being by my side ..I know it's not your type to do that.-Well, it seems like I've gotten quite close to you lately, so apparently now it's my type to do that. We both smiled and then headed to the event room where the preparations are taking place now.It's time to review our priorities .. everything that happened needs to change but I will wait for Helena to return home first. I know that Alex will have nothing in the way I will handle this whole situation, he will always be by my side to support me .. it may be Alpha now but the difference is that I was born Alpha so no one will be able to take this from me.I will put more interest in everything related to the pack and now that I have friends who know how I work it will be much easier to redo everything.The fact that I didn't get so involved in everything brought us to the point where we are now, for fear that they wouldn't look at me badly, I let the insecurities overwhelm me at times.t is half past seven, so now we will head to the stone circle in the middle of the forest. Centuries ago, funerals were held according to the old law. I think every old pack has such a place for such ceremonies. It is a big circle with thick grass and flowers surrounded by trees and in the middle there are six stones placed, well now that it is winter there is nothing but snow and stones but there is nothing wrong with that , don’t get me wrong i like winter but i don’t love her .. it’s a difference also I hope that in the time we have until we have to attend the ball hosted by Uncle Mike we will be able to largely rebuild everything.It will be nice for the members of the pack to relax after all that has happened but I doubt that they will forget so quickly the loss of their loved ones .. they are not like I was after I lost my family. I was a wild girl, I didn't go to parties but when someone pointed their finger at me or talked about me they didn't see the next day ... I understand some rumors about where I come from but all this happened in my uncle's pack so probably that's why Marco was never happy to see me.I finally reached the stone circle where I saw Alex and Ryan already here, I made them by hand and then I put myself at the end of one of the stones with Ellie. Her mother's body was sitting on this rock so I'll let her say goodbye until I go talk to the boys.Now is the time for the old women of the pack to begin the ceremony. They placed the bodies of the dead on each stone and in their midst a fire was lit, while the women spoke in an ancient language I could feel the wind change .. as if something or someone has just been released into the air.I never believed in superstitions but every passing day makes me change my mind. Alex was now by my side and Ryan with Ellie behind us, their cries and their pain have already taken hold of me .. I wish I could take their pain and everything that happened to wipe with the sponge but such a thing is not possible.It is quite difficult for me to take part in such a thing, the image of my parents lying in coffins and my younger brother being buried with them I could see it in front of my eyes. I was never able to share my feelings and most of the time I I was going crazy and even killing people in my way sometimes but that has changed now ..I have people who support me and the fact that I learned that I can ask for help from them and not do everything alone is a relief..it should have to do this a long time ago! We let the bodies burn as we prepared to return to the pack house, Alex told two people to stay here to put out the fire when it's all over. We're all tired and drained of energy and after all this a few hours of sleep they will be useful to us.Arriving at the house I saw Marco and my aunt on the couch ..

-Marco ..I thought you were gone! he turned his face to me holding my aunt's hands in his .

-I thought I was waiting for you all, it's nice to say goodbye properly.

-Oh, sure ..I'm glad you did that! As Marco shook hands, giving us a hug, I felt my phone vibrate ... I wonder who it might be.It was a message from an unknown number "You must run, they are coming after you!" ..wtf was that! Probably who texted had the wrong number , that's why I'll delete the message and no one will know anything about it.I think Alex already felt that i am a little tense but he probably thinks it's because of everything that's happened so far and lack of sleep ..and it will stay that way, I won't tell him about it anymore because we have enough on our heads now .We all said goodbye to Marco as I headed to my room .. I can't believe I haven't taken a shower yet and this dry blood on me smells awful, my luck is that I healed quite quickly even though I had some deep wounds but I'm glad I didn't go back to the infirmary bed again. Alex links me that there is little left to discuss something with my aunt, after which he will come to take a shower, that means I have time to laze in the bathtub.Once in my room, I go straight to the bathroom where I prepare water in my bathtub, as hot as possible and in the meantime I take my pajamas out of the closet.I sat there losing track of the time when I felt Alex playing with his fingers on my back.

-Do you want me to help you wash? It's been a while since I've had time to be close again and to be honest I need that .. I think it's the best way to relieve stress even if it's just for a few moments.

-You could do that ... I was watching him as he undressed and then he sat down next to me in the bathtub.I turned my back between his legs giving space to wash with the sponge on my back, I have not paid attention so far to the color of the water in the tub but now it looks as if I put blood in the tub to wash myself not clean water.

-Hey ..are you ok? I can see you starting to tremble a little ... I thought it would be time to tell him that I can actually have children according to Moon Goddess.

-Yeah ..just ..you know I couldn't have kids right? He stopped making sponge circles on my back.

-"I could not?" ..Cali what you mean by that ..don’t you tell me you're pregnant? I turned my face to him and the happiness on his face was so great ..but he didn't understand what I meant.

-I'm not pregnant ..but I recently found out that I can have children ..well just one more accurate.

-Who told you that ? I know you can't have children since I've been with you to the doctor for checkups.

-Moon Goddess told me ... ever since the demons started appearing I've had some conversations with her.

-What the ? How? Why haven't you told me Cali so far ...?

-I didn't want to give you hope ..that is, I wasn't ready for a child and I probably won't be either, but I'm willing to try ..that if you want too ..

-You know I always wanted children ..but what does it mean that you can only have one child?

- Moon Goddess told me that soon I will have an heir and that child will be a girl but will not be a white wolf .. I will end the bloodline of white wolves ..so fortunately she will not have the same fate as mine.

-Well, this is great news .. it doesn't matter what will happen in the future Cali ..I and the rest of us will always be with you! No matter what , you should know that we love you !

-Yea ..I already know and I’m grateful for that .

-Good Cali ..ahm thank you for telling me that by the way.

-You deserve it Alex ...and i’m sorry for not telling you sooner..

-Don’t worry , come on let’s go to bed ..the water is already cold.

-Go ahead i will come in a second .I kissed him after which I brushed my teeth and dry my hair and went to bed.Tomorrow we will start again and Hele will be back home .

It was time for us to sleep so i went to bed but Alex seems to have other plans .

-Hey babe ..come lay with me . I was wearing a shot and a t-shirt and apparently Alex seem to be excited about my clothes.

-Sure love , I’m coming right now .I throw myself in bed next to him while he was hugging me .He started kissing my forehead and then moving to my lips ..i missed this and i needed him so much like I need air to breathe.We started kissing each other and now he was on top of me touching me like he was going to lose me in the next seconds, he was like heaven for me and the passion he put in this was something i have never seen, it was time to let everything go and enjoy him in this moment.