-Jade-
I watched Alison asleep in my arms. I brushed away the hair from her face and smiled a little. She looked so peaceful in her sleep. She deserved it and I had to think that right at this minute I was the reason she was looking so serene. Oh, Alison was far better than anything I could have ever imagined. Did I feel guilty for ditching Jessica? Yes. Did I regret coming to spend New Year’s Eve with Alison? No. It was all worth it. Although there were two decades separating us, tonight, all of that was shattered. We moved as one. We moved as if we were a well-oiled machine. The way her body moved was like –cliché, I know – poetry in motion. I was just happy that I got to be part of those lines and stanzas. Alison was beautiful when she was in heat. Her skin had a glow that I had not seen before and I wanted to bask in that glow with her. I would have to give her an A+ for her performance tonight, I thought with a soft chuckle.
As much as I wanted to stay with Alison for the rest of the night, I gingerly removed my hand from under her head and slipped off the bed. I dressed, took one last look at her for the night and exited the bedroom. I drove home, all the while smiling, as I reminisced on the time I spent with Ally.
It was January 1 and I was not going to allow another day to pass without making it special for Jessica. I had stood her up for New Year’s Eve so I had to find a way to make it up to her. I know I had done wrong by her and maybe I will again but I knew that she deserved the special night that I had been promising her. She deserved that. I made a promise and I should at least keep it.
“Hey Jess, what are you doing later?” I asked when she answered her phone.
“I don’t have plans as yet. What’s up?” Jess asked.
“I’d like to take you out later to make up for last night,” I said.
“Ok,” she said and I could hear the delighted smile in her voice. “What time?”
“I’ll pick you up at 8,” I answered.
“Cool,” Jess responded.
I ended the call and started to put plans in place for Jessica to have a wonderful night. I made a few calls and when I was satisfied that everything was perfect, I went to take a nap. I was eighteen, but I needed to get some rest to ensure that I was alert for Jess tonight.
When eight o’clock came I was standing in front of Jess’ home wearing a smile and the best outfit I could find. The single rose in my hand seemed to wink up at me. I rang the doorbell and waited for Jess to open the door.
“Ma, lady,” I said with a flourish and a bow as I gave her the rose.
Jess smiled broadly, took the rose, put it to her nose, took a deep inhalation of its fragrance and then linked her arms through mine. She smelled exceptionally wonderful tonight and the floral patterned romper that she wore accentuated her legs and made her look like a fashion model. I had a striking young woman in my life. A young woman I could possibly get married to. Why should I ruin it by being unfaithful to her? Last night with Ally was great – super great - but maybe I should seriously start thinking about the way forward.
I tossed those thoughts aside for now and focused on giving Jess the best night ever. I pulled up to The Seahorse Hotel and left my car to be parked by the valet. I ushered Jess up to the receptionist area where we were directed up to our rooms.
“Wow,” Jess said in awe as she looked around at the table that was set out for us in the gorgeously decorated suite.
The lights were low and were accentuated by the lit candles on the table. The spread of food looked like it was ready and waiting for a photo shoot for a food magazine: succulent fruit platter, an array of chocolate, meats, breads, pastries, two types of wine…They were all there waiting for our devouring.
I pulled Jessica into my arms and tenderly kissed her. I ran my hands down her back to pull her closer to me. She wrapped her arms around me as she leaned into the kiss. I savoured her sweetness and cupped her firm derriere to lift her so that her legs were wrapped around my waist. I walked with her to the bed and lowered her there. I looked down at her and saw the expectancy written brightly on her face.
“I’m so happy, Jade,” Jess said as she placed a soft hand against my cheek. “I’ve been waiting for this for such a long time. I want you so badly, babe. Make love to me.”
“I want you too, Jess,” I replied as I kissed her again and settled between her thighs.
I ran my hands up her thighs and listened to her sweet little moans. I could tell that she wanted me to do it to her without hesitation, but I did promise her a special night and I wanted to prolong our special time together. I firmly pushed my knee up between her thighs so that it rested right at her pleasure button. The pressure caused her to start grinding against my knee. I captured her lips and kissed her deeply, our tongues greeting each other with gusto and I could feel my erection straining against my pants. I could tell that her frustration was increasing. She wanted me to do it and she wanted me to do it now. I stood and pulled her to her feet. I spun her around and pulled down the zipper on her romper to reveal red lacy bra and panty. I felt even more erect than before but I took a step back to drink in her loveliness.
Jess walked seductively up to me and started to remove my shirt. She bent her head and ran her tongue down my abdomen, stopping every now and again to suck at my flesh. I watched with interest as she made love to me. There was no doubt that this vision of charming youth and grace was who I should be focused on, not a fling with a woman with whom I would not make a life. But I was only fooling myself really. I knew I wanted Alison in a way that was different from Jess. But tonight was for Jess so, again, I put thoughts of Alison out of my mind.
I put Jess to lie on her back and went to get a bottle of wine. I poured the golden liquid on her stomach and watched as it settled in the valley of her belly button. I slurped at the liquid and licked her belly up to her perky breasts. I poured more wine over the tempting globe and made valiant efforts to catch the liquid before capturing the hardened n****e and sucking hard on it. More wine had my mouth slurping from her dazzling breasts, over her abdomen and to the top of her panty.
Once there, I grasped the waist of the panty with my teeth and pulled it down and over her hips. I pushed her legs so that they were more apart, giving me access to her cute little mound. I kissed her inner thighs and made my way up to her sacred place. Once there I bowed my head in reverence and paid homage to her. Jess’ hands found their way to my head and she grasped a handful of my hair in excitement as I titillated her. I continued the pleasurable torture until Jess demanded that I put it in. I stopped for a minute and removed my pants and then slipped on a condom. I removed her lacy red brassiere and tossed them somewhere in the room.
“Please be gentle, Jade,” Jess warned as I climbed atop her. “This is my first time.”
“I’ll be gentle, Jess,” I reassured her. “Don’t worry.”
I rested the tip of my p***s at her entrance and I could feel her tensing up but as I rhythmically rubbed against her entrance, I could feel her relaxing and opening her legs wider to receive me. With a gentle push, I broke past her barrier and slowly went in and out of her hot encasement. Jess started squirming beneath me as she felt her orgasm rise within her. She dug her nails into my back as she screamed out name in ecstasy, her v****a gripping me hard making me spill my seed.
The mating with Jess was great although thoughts of Alison had kept popping up in my mind making me wish I had a biological pop-up blocker. I loved thinking about Alison but I wanted her to stay put until I wasn’t with Jess.
I lay on my back and pulled Jessica close to me. Somehow, guilt was eating away at me knowing I had been with another woman last night and although I had just made love to my girlfriend, I felt as if I were cheating on Alison.
Funny how I had waited to mate with Jess but was so eager to be with Alison. Alison. It was as if my impatience to be with Alison was through the roof. Such a striking difference between the wa
she made me feel as opposed to how Jess made me feel. There was like a deeper level of connection between me and Alison. When I was with her I felt as if I wanted to crawl inside of her and live there. There was this frenzy and this calm all at once that she gave to me. Why did I feel more connected to Alison? Should I just forget about her and what we shared to totally give myself over to Jessica?
“Penny for your thoughts?” Jessica said. “You seem distracted. What are you thinking about?”
“Nothing really,” I lied.
“You seem far away,” Jessica observed. “Come on, talk to me.”
“Ok. I was thinking of how funny life is and how am I gonna be the best man for you. Life is so uncertain now especially with me and my father,” I fibbed.
“Well, I am here for you. I just wish you and your father would get along,” Jess said sincerely.
“Yeah. I am not even sure that I will be going to college and the time to apply is drawing closer. My father, who is supposed to pay for college, has not said anything to me and I am not going to say anything to him either,” I explained.
“Jade, sometimes we just have to put pride aside and go for what we want. Yes you are upset with your father but should that prevent you from achieving your goals?” Jessica asked as she leaned on one arm and looked seriously at me.
I sighed. I did not want to think about my father or me not going to college because of our animosity.
“Let’s not talk anymore about me and my father,” I said as I rolled on top of her and started to tickle her.
Laughter filled the room and before long we were making love again. It wasn’t until in the early a.m. hours that we sat around the table and enjoyed the spread of food.