At night, Lan Caini was alone in the room, holding the huge bear he gave her in her hand, but her mind was in chaos.
Blue father and blue mother also seemed to see that something was wrong with her, but they didn't say much, and thoughtfully let her just nestle in the room in a daze after returning from the morning.
Lan Caini started to live the leisurely life when she first came back to town, but now she feels that such leisure seems to be more tormenting.
Clutching the cute bear head that didn't match her burly figure, she said to herself, "Mr. Wu, how can you leave as soon as you say it? Did you never really love me?
"Mr. Wu, I said no, why didn't you have a little more patience to persuade me? Maybe you only need to tell the hundredth reason... maybe fifty reasons are enough, and I will be tempted to go with you.
"Mr. Wu, what are you doing now? Surely you won't miss you like I do, right?"
Lan Caini suddenly realized that she was talking to a rag doll, and immediately threw it on the ground angrily, but stared at it for a while, then picked it up from the ground cherishingly.
"Sigh... I actually got down to talking to a puppet and taking out my anger on it. Am I becoming more and more useless?" She covered her eyes with her hands, not wanting it to see her miserable state.
"Xiaojie, someone is looking for you." Mother Lan shouted loudly downstairs, interrupting Lan Caini's grievance.
Lan Caini took a deep breath, wondering who would be looking for her at this time.
Suddenly, she had a flash of inspiration, and she quickly jumped out of bed, rushing downstairs anxiously.
is it him? Could it be him?
Quickly coming downstairs, Lan Caini ignored the caring gazes of her family members, and went directly to the porch to look out, only to see a figure of a man standing outside the house, but it was not the person she thought in her heart.
She was disappointed, but she went out anyway. After seeing the man's face under the streetlight, she became irritable again.
Those who wanted to see didn't see it, but those who didn't want to see came to their door, alas!"Xiao Lan!" As soon as Gu Mingle saw the blue colored mud, he immediately walked forward with a smile, but he ignored the stiff expression on her face.
Lan Caini stood about three steps away from him, her expression didn't change much, "Doctor Gu, I don't think we are that familiar now, if you can, please call me Miss Lan!"
"Xiaolan..."
Gu Mingle smiled embarrassingly, but still brazenly yelled at people according to his own ideas. To him, Lan Caini had always been a quiet woman without too many opinions.
Before she would leave so decisively, she should be angry with him. He always thought that it was just a little willfulness of a woman after being betrayed.
It's a pity that Gu Mingle's idea was completely wrong this time. It's true that Lan Caini is easy-going and easy-going, but the premise is that she can't touch her bottom line. She is a very principled person. Once her bottom line is touched, she There is absolutely no compromise.
She is not a child and thinks that the world is black and white, but there are certain things she still cannot tolerate. Even if she can talk to him calmly now, it doesn't mean she will turn back.
She can understand his betrayal, but she won't forgive Gu Mingle who can't control herself. She doesn't ask for much, and she never asks him to buy anything for her or ask him to pay anything. Everything was said beautifully, but it ended like that in the end. This is what made her most unforgivable.
Sometimes, no promise is better than making a bunch of promises that you can't keep, at least not letting her have expectations, but breaking your own vows after saying it, this kind of person is better than not saying worse.
"Doctor Gu, if you insist, I don't think we need to continue talking." Lan Caini said decisively, looking at him firmly.
"Okay." Gu Mingle sighed softly, and stopped calling her by the nickname they used when they were dating. "Xinjie, can you still not forgive me?"
"No, I forgive you."
"Really? Then we—"
Lan Caini interrupted him, ignoring his expectant eyes, "Without us, Doctor Gu, from now on, you and I will at most be just colleagues."
A trace of pain appeared on Gu Mingle's face, and he said hoarsely, "Xinjie, you still can't forgive me, right?"
Looking at him for a while, she said seriously: "There is no question of unforgiveness, Dr. Gu, I said I forgive you because I can understand your behavior. You think [ròu] personal relationship is more important, so You cheated, because I couldn't help you in your career, so you got engaged to the vice president's daughter, I can understand all of this."
"That……"
Lan Caimu stopped him from speaking, and continued to speak plainly, "It's just that I can understand your behavior, but I can't forgive you for indulging yourself in this way. I hate being cheated. I will forgive you for what you said when you chased me back then." I won’t repeat it again, what you did is completely different from what you promised, if you can’t do it, don’t say it, you betray me after you say it, and even accuse me outrightly, this is unacceptable to me.
"It's just that I don't want my lover to become an enemy, so we get together and break up, but even so, I don't plan to be friends with you, so don't contact me if you have nothing to do in the future, and you don't want to talk about getting back together or not. , we have no possibility."
She made up her mind to make a good break with him. No matter what his reason for turning back was, it was absolutely impossible for them now.
Gu Mingle lowered his head, feeling unbelievable at her tough attitude, took a deep breath, and then said slowly: "I admit that I did something wrong, but I have a reason. It was just an accident that I went to bed with her. We had a dinner that day. , I didn't know that the vice president also took her there, and then I got drunk, and she took care of me, I didn't expect..."
He smiled bitterly, looked at Lan Caini who was completely unresponsive and continued, "Later she came to me with a pregnancy diagnosis certificate and asked me to dump you and marry her, and said that if she married, she could provide it to me. I have more opportunities for promotion, otherwise it will be difficult for everyone. I panicked at that time and was moved by what she said, but now I know that I did something wrong. I should not agree to it at that time, but should Carefully verify!
"That child is not mine at all, but she made it with a poor student. She came to me and wanted to marry me, just because I was better off than that poor student, and I was messing with her [one] The one with the closest pregnancy date among the night stands."
In the end, he almost collapsed and sat on the ground, his eyes were red, and his usual gentle face was full of ferocity, no longer his usual gentle appearance.
Lan Caini stood where she was, looking at his distressed appearance, feeling no sympathy or pity in her heart, only a faint sigh.
"If you make a mistake, you have to be responsible, right?" She said, then turned her head and was about to go back.
"Xinjie..." Gu Mingle whispered, she couldn't believe that she had shown weakness like this, but she was still unmoved.
Is it because he never understood her, or is she just such a cold person?
"Doctor Gu, sometimes, people can't do wrong, because no one will take it for granted that you will forgive your mistakes. What's more, your wedding invitations have been sent out, and the wedding is just around the corner. No matter what she did for You are also to blame for the matter, because without your cooperation, even if she wants to design you, she can't do it, right?"
Gu Mingle was speechless. Looking at her back, he finally knew that she really wouldn't look back.
Only then did he realize that he was wrong.
His biggest mistake was not that he did those things, but that he was too greedy, thinking that no matter what he did, she would forgive him, and that he could get everything, but in the end he lost the woman he really loved.