Feelings of Life Torment

episodes 19

The taxi arrived at the hospital. After getting down from the taxi, he rushed directly to the emergency department. He looked around with restless eyes. Unable to keep his voice, he stopped a nurse and shuddered, "Where is the woman who has just been brought in for an accident?" The nurse quickly replied, “He has been taken to the emergency department. Doctors are treating him." John stood in front of the door. The busy shadow of the doctors inside was visible from a short distance. His chest was pounding, his hands were shaking, as if time had stopped for him. After a while, the door slowly opened. A doctor was standing outside. John hurriedly went ahead and asked, "Doctor... how is he?" The doctor remained silent for a while and looked at John. Then he said slowly, "We are trying to save him," and then he fell silent. Hearing this, John's head turned. He stood by the wall, his lips began to tremble, tears fell from his eyes. Only one thought was swirling in his mind: “Leyla… nothing will happen to you… you can’t leave me…” Water started to water again in John’s eyes. A deep silence fell in the corridor of the hospital. Somewhere in the distance, suddenly the sound of an ambulance siren came. John sat quietly. Every moment spent with Leyla came to his mind. Her lips were shaking, when she uttered only one name, “Leyla…” The doctor slowly approached John and placed his hand on his shoulder. He said in a soft voice, “I am sorry…” John was shocked for a moment. Everything started to blur in front of his eyes. John's helpless wait in the silent corridor of the hospital seems to have stopped time. Everything around was going on as before, but John cried and cried. It seemed that his world had stopped there. John saw Leyla for the last time through the glass walls of the ICU. She was sleeping peacefully. John stood still for a moment, then slowly got out of the hospital. He came out of the hospital and saw an ambulance standing in front of the emergency, the workers were taking a girl on a stretcher, John could not look at the girl's face, his face was burnt with fire. has become

The doctors and nurses got busy with the girl. A kind of rush and anxiety atmosphere around. John left without thinking. But just at that moment, Layla's life cycle inside the ICU suddenly began to fluctuate abnormally. Monitor sounds: Tick… tick… tick… in a moment the doctors indulged in intense activity. “Hurry! Check the pressure!" "Grow Oxygen!" The doctors were desperately trying to save Leyla. There is little hope in Leyla's life, a doctor went out and looked for John, the police officer who came to investigate the accident without finding John, told the matter to him that the officer saw the name written as the legal guardian on the Leyla ID card kept from the spot from the officer's accident spot and said to the doctor, the doctor said, "The doctor." Immediately he said to the nurse, "Hurry up this man... need him now." John's life and Leyla's life, the thread of both became one at that moment. Every breath, every heartbeat seemed to hang in an impure desire. The noise of the hospital, the sound of sirens, the actions of the doctors, the departure of Leyler were all making John's mind more sad. The only thing that was running through John's mind was: "Leyla, you can't leave me... you're alive..." John was walking down the street and thinking..... Looking at the glass wall of the hospital, John realized that nothing was under his control. His love for Leyla, his fear, his hope, all are now stuck in the hospital. The doctors were trying to save Leyla's life, and John was just standing outside and praying for him. Every beat of the heart became a request to ensure the well-being of his loved one. Suddenly, the sound of the monitor settled a bit. The doctors looked at each other with an eye to eye. A kind of hope flashed in John's mind, although he knew that the fight was not over yet. John slowly started walking in the corridor of the hospital. Every step is a symbol of the desire to reach Laila. The heart is painful, tears in the eyes, but a strange firmness inside. He knew that wherever Leyla was, it was his duty to be by his side. This is how the tragic chapter about Leyla in John's life continued. The silence of the hospital, the glass walls of the ICU, the activities of the doctors, and in a deep prayer. Life is incomplete, painful, but his conviction is lost today, Leyla is no longer alive.