Keno I blinked at the unfamiliar ceiling as I played with both my thumbs twirling it over the other for I had no idea how long now. The same way I had do idea what time it was at the moment but I really don’t care. What I do know and care about was the fact that I just slept with Apollo. Not once or twice but three fvcking times. And this is after months of telling myself I’m over him and that I didn’t want to have anything to do with him ever again. The clown that I am. I had so many opportunities to stop what was happening but I did nothing when Apollo and I were kissing and he walked kissed towards his room where he asked me again if I was sure about what’s about to happen. “I’m not gonna ask you again.” He said right after he told me he wouldn’t be able to stop himself the mom

