POV Jess I could sense his breathing and felt his intense stare burn into me as if I was going to disappear. I lay here with my eyes closed but I knew he was close, I could feel his warmth from his body next to mine and I did not want to wake in fear that this closeness that I waited for so long would just vanish in front of my eyes. So I laid there listening to his breathing as his chest raised and fell in sync with mine. “Moon goddess please make Jess okay, make her wake and be the stubborn woman I know and love,” he whispered. His words stung deep within me, blooming possibilities within my heart as I heard him say the L word. I must have dreamt this scenario a million times before and each time I would wake excited with the possibility that I was forgiven and then my eyes

