Rafa
My mother and I leave the restaurant late. I go by Malu’s place, but the lights at her apartment are off and I don’t want to use my key. I want to meet her awake and in a good disposition to hear me, not sleepy and languid, even though it would wake up my insane desire for her.
So, I go home, wondering that I also have to talk to Lizzie. She’s a good girl, and it’s not fair from my behalf to toy with feelings.
At home, I take a long shower, feeling, for the first time in a long while, that I’m finally on the right path. Those feelings of fear and anguish, which have been haunting me for a long time, don’t seem to be here anymore. They’re gone and the empty space they left behind is now open for a new feeling. Something scary, but, at the same time, it warms my soul up, making me fe
