I reluctantly went downstairs after crying my eyes out for about 3 hours. God why? Is this my punishment for doing this to Nick ? Please don't let it get this far. Forgive me! I was still in a trance. I curse my stupid self for being lazy and sleeping without a bra! Thank Goodness my panties were not off! What's the difference anyway? I had drugs to take and as much as I hate them, I needed to take them especially for this pounding headache I'm sporting. Hopefully that monster isn't around. I entered the huge kitchen and checked around for food. None. I decided to make food for myself. There was enough in the kitchen so I made a little meal of stew and chicken. When it was finally done cooking, I served myself a plate and took a seat in the kitchen. I started eating and a few

