Nick's POV
I miss her so f*****g much. I miss talking to her. Just watching her. Miss her cute gestures. Her weird laugh. How passionate she is about random things. I just miss her. And her scent is everywhere. I still dream of her. I dream of the tears in her eyes when Cami sat on my lap and kissed me. I know her heart was broken but for a second I just wanted her to feel what I felt when I saw her with Harry.
That was a low blow even for me. Those first few days were horrible. I couldn't eat or sleep. Everything was wrong. And Alyssa just opened her f*****g mouth and said she was pregnant. What? I always used protection with her. And we didn't even f**k that much. But that surprised me. What if the baby was really mine? f**k!
I had no idea where Camilla came from and why they even let
