Chapter Six - Run Until it Burns

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They say the hardest part of change is starting. That’s a lie. The hardest part is showing up the second day, when every part of your body aches and your pride is dragging behind you like a torn dress on concrete. I was running. No—I was surviving. Each step on the treadmill was war against my own limits. My legs screamed. My lungs burned like they were on fire. Sweat drenched my forehead, sliding into my eyes, but I didn’t stop. "Push through it, El," Lina called out from behind me. I gritted my teeth. I hated the nickname. It reminded me of Jaxon. He used to call me that right before he kissed my forehead. But Lina’s voice was different. It wasn’t sugar-coated or apologetic. It was steel. It was survival. "I can’t..." I panted. My fingers reached for the stop button, but Lina was faster. She slapped my hand away. "Yes, you can. You’re not that girl anymore." Tears mingled with sweat, and I wanted to scream at her, to scream at myself. To scream at the world for making me feel like I wasn’t enough. But instead, I kept running. I ran until my muscles betrayed me and I stumbled off the machine, collapsing onto the cold gym floor. Lina Marei crouched beside Elara, her expression unreadable. She handed her a towel and a bottle of water, her own hands trembling from holding back the urge to scoop her friend up and take her far away from the pain. But she knew Elara needed this. Elara lay flat, staring at the ceiling, her chest rising and falling with sharp breaths. "I look ridiculous, don’t I?" she said between gulps of air. Lina didn’t smile. "You look like someone who's finally taking back her story." The gym was almost empty. Just two women fighting different battles. One learning to let go. The other learning to hold on. Back in her mind, Elara heard Jaxon’s voice again: "I need someone who takes care of herself. Someone who looks good beside me." She blinked away the memory. First Person - Elara "I hate him," I whispered. Lina didn’t answer. Maybe because she knew I didn’t mean it. Not completely. "He made you feel invisible, Elara. You have every right to hate him. But use it. Use that anger." I sat up, every muscle in my body begging me to lie down again. But I didn’t. I tightened my ponytail and stood. "Again," I said. Lina’s eyes widened. "What? You just collapsed." "I said again. I didn’t come here to collapse. I came to burn." We trained for another hour. Lina pushed me, but not out of cruelty. Out of belief. Out of something deeper than friendship. She saw something in me I couldn’t yet see in myself. My legs burned. My arms ached. But my soul? It felt alive. For the first time in weeks, I wasn’t thinking about Jaxon or the whispers or the pitying stares. I was thinking about tomorrow. About who I wanted to become. About the girl who wouldn't break so easily next time. Later that night, Elara sat on her bed, ice pack pressed against her knee. Lina was on the floor beside her, scrolling through gym playlists. "You were brutal today," Elara muttered, smirking. Lina shrugged. "Brutality builds queens." And somewhere, not far from the house, under a streetlamp that flickered like a heartbeat, a shadow watched the window Elara sat behind. Eyes filled with something dark and tender. Hands clenched at the sight of her pain. He had helped her once. He would do it again. Whether she knew it or not. But not yet. Not yet.
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