The air inside Room 4B was buzzing. Laughter echoed from one corner to the other as the History majors sat sprawled across the lecture benches, cracking jokes and sharing snacks while waiting for the religion lecturer. Among them sat Jaxon Hart, once the center of attention, now oddly subdued.
“Bro,” one of his friends, Devon Pierce his best friend nudged him, his voice hushed but sharp with excitement, “Have you seen Elara lately? That girl pulled a 180. Like, what the hell?”
Another joined in, Atom Sliver, “She walked past the cafeteria yesterday, man. I swear heads turned. She’s got that model glow now.”
Jaxon gave a non-committal shrug, eyes fixed on the empty desk in front of him.
“No cap,” Deven Pierce leaned closer, smirking, “You sure you’re over her? Cause damn, I would not have let that go.”
Jaxon forced a laugh but didn’t respond. His smile flickered, unsure, as though something inside him had begun to crumble without warning. He wasn’t sure when it happened, but the thought of her had started haunting him. Maybe it was the guilt. Maybe it was the way she didn't come crawling back. Maybe it was because she really was different now.
It had been seven months since I decided to take back my life. Seven months of sweat, sore muscles, skipped desserts, and pushing past every voice that told me I couldn't. Now, walking through campus, I didn’t feel invisible anymore. Eyes met mine. Heads turned. But it didn’t matter – not really. I did this for me.
Lina walked beside me, animatedly chatting about her latest obsession with mythology. I smiled and nodded, letting her voice ground me as we approached Room 4B. Today’s religion class was a joint lecture with the History students. I didn’t even realize until we were walking into their classroom.
And that was when I felt it.
The stillness.
Like someone had pressed pause.
Eyes locked on me. Mouths stopped mid-sentence. I heard a whispered, “Is that Elara?” somewhere behind me. I kept walking.
Jaxon looked up.
The buzz of voices around him faded.
There she was. Elara.
But not the Elara he remembered. The girl standing before him was different. Radiant. Confident. Her skin seemed to glow under the filtered classroom light. Her eyes, no longer hidden by swollen lids or pain, were sharp and aware.
She wore a fitted white top tucked into high-waisted black jeans, a light denim jacket over it. Simple. Clean. Stunning.
His heart thudded uncomfortably in his chest.
His friends kept talking, but their voices were muffled by the roar inside his ears. He watched her glide past him, every step an echo of a transformation he hadn’t thought possible.
I didn’t look at him. I knew he was there. I could feel his stare burrowing into my back like a weight.
But I wouldn’t give him that power again.
I sat beside Lina in the second row, facing the podium. She leaned in, whispering, “You just silenced a room by walking in. How do you feel?”
I grinned. “Like a firefly in daylight.”
She laughed, bumping my shoulder. “You’re glowing, El. And he saw it.”
I allowed myself a glance. Jaxon hadn’t looked away.
His mouth was parted slightly, like he wanted to say something, but didn’t know how.
It didn’t sting like I thought it would.
It didn’t make me want to cry, or scream, or rewind time.
Instead, I felt tall. Taller than I’d ever felt. Taller than when he used to hold my hand.
I turned back around, facing the front of the class.
His smile had faltered.
Mine was just beginning.