The pain was so powerful that I couldn't feel anything. Sa tanong ni Arazella kung mahal ko pa ba si Altheo ay doon na lumabas ang lahat. Lahat-lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko simula nang malaman ko ang totoo. Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras akong umiiyak kanina. Arazella was hugging me and she's crying also. Mahigpit akong yakap-yakap habang sinasabi ko iyong bigat at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Ni hindi ko na marinig ng malinaw ang bawat salita hanggang sa pahina na iyon ng pahina. Hanggang sa hikbi na lang ang lumalabas sa aking bibig. Everything that happened in the past two weeks in Berlin with Altheo was full of happiness. I felt loved when he was with me. I felt whole. I was so happy that sometimes when I woke up and saw him in my house, I always asked myself if he’s really here

